Book 3: The Book of the Divine Mother
Canto 1: The Pursuit of the Unknowable
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ALL IS too little that the world can give: | EoS | |
Its power and knowledge are the gifts of Time | ||
And cannot fill the spirit’s sacred thirst. | ||
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Although of One these forms of greatness are
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5 | And by its breath of grace our lives abide, | |
Although more near to us than nearness’ self, | ||
It is some utter truth of what we are; | ||
Hidden by its own works, it seemed far-off, | ||
Impenetrable, occult, voiceless, obscure.
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10 | The Presence was lost by which all things have charm, | |
The Glory lacked of which they are dim signs. | ||
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The world lived on made empty of its Cause, | ||
Like love when the beloved’s face is gone. | ||
(S 5) | ||
The labour to know seemed a vain strife of Mind;
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EoS | |
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All knowledge ended in the Unknowable:
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The effort to rule seemed a vain pride of Will; | ||
A trivial achievement scorned by Time, | ||
All power retired into the Omnipotent.
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A cave of darkness guards the eternal Light. | EoS | |
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20 | A silence settled on his striving heart; | |
Absolved from the voices of the world’s desire,
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He turned to the timeless call.Ineffable’s
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(S 8) | ||
A Being intimate and unnameable,
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A wide compelling ecstasy and peace | ||
25 | Felt in himself and all and yet ungrasped, | |
Approached and faded from his soul’s pursuit | ||
As if for ever luring him beyond.
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Near, it retreated; far, it called him still.
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Nothing could satisfy but its delight: | ||
30 | Its absence left the greatest actions dull, | |
Its presence made the smallest seem divine. | ||
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When it was there, the heart’s abyss was filled;
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But when the uplifting Deity withdrew, | ||
Existence lost its aim in the Inane.
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The order of the immemorial planes,
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The godlike fullness of the instruments | ||
Were turned to props for an impermanent scene. | ||
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But who that mightiness was he knew not yet. | ||
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Impalpable yet filling all that is,
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It made and blotted out a million worlds
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And took and lost a thousand shapes and names. | ||
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It wore the guise of an indiscernible Vast,
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Or was a subtle kernel in the soul:
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A distant greatness left it huge and dim, | ||
45 | A mystic closeness shut it sweetly in: | |
It seemed sometimes a figment or a robe
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And seemed sometimes his own colossal shade. | ||
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A giant doubt overshadowed his advance. | ||
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Across a neutral all-supporting Void
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EoS | |
50 | Whose blankness nursed his lone immortal spirit, | |
Allured towards some recondite Supreme,
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Aided, coerced by enigmatic Powers, | ||
Aspiring and half-sinking and upborne,
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Invincibly he ascended without pause. | ||
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Always a signless vague Immensity
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Brooded, without approach, beyond response,
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Condemning finite things to nothingness, | ||
Fronting him with the incommensurable.
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Then to the ascent there came a mighty term. | ||
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60 | A height was reached where nothing made could live, | |
A line where every hope and search must cease | ||
Neared some intolerant bare Reality, | ||
A zero formed pregnant with boundless change.
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(S 21) | ||
On a dizzy verge where all disguises fail
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And human mind must abdicate in Light
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Or die like a moth in the naked blaze of Truth, | ||
He stood compelled to a tremendous choice. | ||
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All he had been and all towards which he grew | EoS | |
Must now be left behind or else transform | ||
70 | Into a self of That which has no name. | |
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Alone and fronting an intangible Force | EoS | |
Which offered nothing to the grasp of Thought, | ||
His spirit faced the adventure of the Inane.
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Abandoned by the worlds of Form he strove. | ||
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A fruitful world-wide Ignorance foundered here;
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Thought’s long far-circling journey touched its close | ||
And ineffective paused the actor Will. | ||
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The symbol modes of being helped no more, | ||
The structures Nescience builds collapsing failed, | ||
80 | And even the spirit that holds the universe | |
Fainted in luminous insufficiency. | ||
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In an abysmal lapse of all things built
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Transcending every perishable support
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And joining at last its mighty origin, | ||
85 | The separate self must melt or be reborn | |
Into a Truth beyond the mind’s appeal. | ||
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All glory of outline, sweetness of harmony, | ||
Rejected like a grace of trivial notes,
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Expunged from Being’s silence nude, austere,
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90 | Died into a fine and blissful Nothingness. | |
(S 29) | ||
The Demiurges lost their names and forms,
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The great schemed worlds that they had planned and wrought
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Passed, taken and abolished one by one. | ||
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The universe removed its coloured veil, | ||
95 | And at the unimaginable end | |
Of the huge riddle of created things | ||
Appeared the far-seen Godhead of the whole, | ||
His feet firm-based on Life’s stupendous wings, | ||
Omnipotent, a lonely seer of Time,
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Inward, inscrutable, with diamond gaze.
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Attracted by the unfathomable regard
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The unsolved slow cycles to their fount returned
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To rise again from that invisible sea. | ||
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All from his puissance born was now undone;
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Nothing remained the cosmic Mind conceives.
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(S 33) | ||
Eternity prepared to fade and seemed | ||
A hue and imposition on the Void, | ||
Space was the fluttering of a dream that sank | ||
Before its ending into Nothing’s deeps. | ||
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110 | The spirit that dies not and the Godhead’s self | |
Seemed myths projected from the Unknowable;
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From It all sprang, in It is called to cease. | ||
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But what That was, no thought nor sight could tell. | ||
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Only a formless Form of self was left, | EoS | |
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A tenuous ghost of something that had been,
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The last experience of a lapsing wave | ||
Before it sinks into a bourneless sea, —
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As if it kept even on the brink of Nought
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Its bare feeling of the ocean whence it came. | ||
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120 | A Vastness brooded free from sense of Space, | EoS |
An Everlastingness cut off from Time; | ||
A strange sublime inalterable Peace
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Silent rejected from it world and soul. | ||
(S 38) | ||
A stark companionless Reality
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125 | Answered at last to his soul’s passionate search: | |
Passionless, wordless, absorbed in its fathomless hush, | ||
Keeping the mystery none would ever pierce, | ||
It brooded inscrutable and intangible | ||
Facing him with its dumb tremendous calm. | ||
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It had no kinship with the universe:
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There was no act, no movement in its Vast: | ||
Life’s question met by its silence died on her lips, | ||
The world’s effort ceased convicted of ignorance | ||
Finding no sanction of supernal Light:
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135 | There was no mind there with its need to know, | |
There was no heart there with its need to love. | ||
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All person perished in its namelessness. | ||
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There was no second, it had no partner or peer;
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Only itself was real to itself. | ||
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140 | A pure existence safe from thought and mood, | EoS |
A consciousness of unshared immortal bliss, | ||
It dwelt aloof in its bare infinite, | ||
One and unique, unutterably sole.
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A Being formless, featureless and mute | EoS | |
145 | That knew itself by its own timeless self, | |
Aware for ever in its motionless depths, | ||
Uncreating, uncreated and unborn, | ||
The One by whom all live, who lives by none, | ||
An immeasurable luminous secrecy | ||
150 | Guarded by the veils of the Unmanifest, | |
Above the changing cosmic interlude
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Abode supreme, immutably the same,
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A silent Cause occult, impenetrable, — | ||
Infinite, eternal, unthinkable, alone. |