| (S 1) | ||
| ONWARD she passed seeking the soul’s mystic cave. | EoS | |
| (S 2) | ||
| At first she stepped into a night of God. | ||
| (S 3) | ||
| The light was quenched that helps the labouring world, | ||
| The power that struggles and stumbles in our life; | ||
| 5 | This inefficient mind gave up its thoughts, | |
| The striving heart its unavailing hopes. | ||
| (S 4) | ||
| All knowledge failed and the Idea’s forms | EoS | |
| And Wisdom screened in awe her lowly head | ||
| Feeling a Truth too great for thought or speech, | ||
| 10 | Formless,ineffable, for ever the same. | |
| (S 5) | ||
| An innocent and holy Ignorance | ||
| Adored like one who worships formless God | ||
| The unseen Light she could not claim nor own. | ||
| (S 6) | ||
| In a simple purity of emptiness | ||
| 15 | Her mind knelt down before the unknowable. | |
| (S 7) | ||
| All was abolished save her naked self | EoS | |
| And the prostrate yearning of her surrendered heart: | ||
| There was no strength in her, no pride of force; | ||
| The lofty burning of desire had sunk | ||
| 20 | Ashamed, a vanity of separate self, | |
| The hope of spiritual greatness fled, | ||
| Salvation she asked not nor a heavenly crown: | ||
| Humility seemed now too proud a state. | ||
| (S 8) | ||
| Her self was nothing, God alone was all, | ||
| 25 | Yet God she knew not but only knew he was. | |
| (S 9) | ||
| A sacred darkness brooded now within, | ||
| The world was a deep darkness great and nude. | ||
| (S 10) | ||
| This void held more than all the teeming worlds, | ||
| This blank felt more than all that Time has borne, | ||
| 30 | This dark knew dumbly, immensely the Unknown. | |
| (S 11) | ||
| But all was formless, voiceless, infinite. | ||
| As might a shadow walk in a shadowy scene, | ||
| A small nought passing through a mightier Nought, | ||
| A night of person in a bare outline | ||
| 35 | Crossing a fathomless impersonal Night, | |
| Silent she moved, empty and absolute. | ||
| (S 12) | ||
| In endless Time her soul reached a wide end, | EoS | |
| The spaceless Vast became her spirit’s place. | ||
| (S 13) | ||
| At last a change approached, the emptiness broke; | ||
| 40 | A wave rippled within, the world had stirred; | |
| Once more her inner self became her space. | ||
| (S 14) | ||
| There was felt a blissful nearness to the goal; | ||
| Heaven leaned low to kiss the sacred hill, | ||
| The air trembled with passion and delight. | ||
| (S 15) | ||
| 45 | A rose of splendour on a tree of dreams, | |
| The face of Dawn out of mooned twilight grew. | ||
| (S 16) | ||
| Day came, priest of a sacrifice of joy | ||
| Into the worshipping silence of her world; | ||
| He carried immortal lustre as his robe, | ||
| 50 | Trailed heaven like a purple scarf and wore | |
| As his vermilion casste-mark a red sun. | ||
| (S 17) | ||
| As if an old remembered dream come true, | EoS | |
| She recognised in her prophetic mind | ||
| The imperishable lustre of that sky, | ||
| 55 | The tremulous sweetness of that happy air | |
| And, covered from mind’s view and life’s approach, | ||
| The mystic cavern in the sacred hill | ||
| And knew the dwelling of her secret soul. | ||
| (S 18) | ||
| As if in some Elysian occult depth, | EoS | |
| 60 | Truth’s last retreat from thought’s profaning touch, | |
| As if in a rock-temple’s solitude hid, | ||
| God’s refuge from an ignorant worshipping world, | ||
| It lay withdrawn even from life’s inner sense, | ||
| Receding from the entangled heart’s desire. | ||
| (S 19) | ||
| 65 | A marvellous brooding twilight met the eyes | EoS |
| And a holy stillness held that voiceless space. | ||
| (S 20) | ||
| An awful dimness wrapped the great rock-doors | ||
| Carved in the massive stone of Matter’s trance. | ||
| (S 21) | ||
| Two golden serpents round the lintel curled, | ||
| 70 | Enveloping it with their pure and dreadful strength, | |
| Looked out with wisdom’s deep and luminous eyes. | ||
| (S 22) | ||
| An eagle covered it with wide conquering wings: | ||
| Flames of self-lost immobile reverie, | ||
| Doves crowded the grey musing cornices | ||
| 75 | Like sculptured postures of white-bosomed peace. | |
| (S 23) | ||
| Across the threshold’s sleep she entered in | ||
| And found herself amid great figures of gods | ||
| Conscious in stone and living without breath, | ||
| Watching with fixed regard the soul of man, | ||
| 80 | Executive figures of the cosmic self, | |
| World-symbols of immutable potency. | ||
| (S 24) | ||
| On the walls covered with significant shapes | EoS | |
| Looked at her the life-scene of man and beast | ||
| And the high meaning of the life of gods, | ||
| 85 | The power and necessity of these numberless worlds, | |
| And faces of beings and stretches of world-space | ||
| Spoke the succinct and inexhaustible | ||
| Hieratic message of the climbing planes. | ||
| (S 25) | ||
| In their immensitude signing infinity | EoS | |
| 90 | They were the extension of the self of God | |
| And housed,impassively receiving all, | ||
| His figures and his small and mighty acts | ||
| And his passion and his birth and life and death | ||
| And his return to immortality. | ||
| (S 26) | ||
| 95 | To the abiding and eternal is their climb, | |
| To the pure existence everywhere the same, | ||
| To the sheer consciousness and the absolute force | ||
| And the unimaginable and formless bliss, | ||
| To the mirth in Time and the timeless mystery | ||
| 100 | Of the triune being who is all and one | |
| And yet is no one but himself apart. | ||
| (S 27) | ||
| There was no step of breathing men, no sound, | ||
| Only the living nearness of the soul. | ||
| Yet all the worlds and God himself were there, | ||
| 105 | For every symbol was a reality | |
| And brought the presence which had given it life. | ||
| (S 28) | ||
| All this she saw and inly felt and knew | EoS | |
| Not by some thought of mind but by the self. | ||
| (S 29) | ||
| A light not born of sun or moon or fire, | ||
| 110 | A light that dwelt within and saw within | |
| Shedding an intimate visibility | ||
| Made secrecy more revealing than the word: | ||
| Our sight and sense are a fallible gaze and touch | ||
| And only the spirit’s vision is wholly true. | ||
| (S 30) | ||
| 115 | As thus she passed in that mysterious place | EoS |
| Through room and room, through door and rock-hewn door, | ||
| She felt herself made one with all she saw. | ||
| (S 31) | ||
| A sealed identity within her woke; | ||
| She knew herself the Beloved of the Supreme: | ||
| 120 | These Gods and Goddesses were he and she: | |
| The Mother was she of Beauty and Delight, | ||
| The Word in Brahma’s vast creating clasp, | ||
| The World-Puissance on almighty Shiva’s lap, — | ||
| The Master and the Mother of all lives | ||
| 125 | Watching the worlds their twin regard had made, | |
| And Krishna and Radha for ever entwined in bliss, | ||
| The Adorer and Adored self-lost and one. | ||
| (S 32) | ||
| In the last chamber on a golden seat | EoS | |
| One sat whose shape no vision could define; | ||
| 130 | Only one felt the world’s unattainable fount, | |
| A Power of which she was a straying Force, | ||
| An invisible Beauty, goal of the world’s desire, | ||
| A Sun of which all knowledge is a beam, | ||
| A Greatness without whom no life could be. | ||
| (S 33) | ||
| 135 | Thence all departed into silent self, | EoS |
| And all became formless and pure and bare. | ||
| (S 34) | ||
| Then through a tunnel dug in the last rock | ||
| She came out where there shone a deathless sun. | ||
| (S 35) | ||
| A house was there all made of flame and light | ||
| 140 | And crossing a wall of doorless living fire | |
| There suddenly she met her secret soul. |
Book 7, Canto 5 – The Finding of the Soul, Section 1Savitri Bhavan2022-02-20T18:46:37+00:00