Book 3: The Book of the Divine Mother
Canto 1: The Pursuit of the Unknowable
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| ALL IS too little that the world can give: | EoS | |
| Its power and knowledge are the gifts of Time | ||
| And cannot fill the spirit’s sacred thirst. | ||
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Although of One these forms of greatness are
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| 5 | And by its breath of grace our lives abide, | |
| Although more near to us than nearness’ self, | ||
| It is some utter truth of what we are; | ||
| Hidden by its own works, it seemed far-off, | ||
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Impenetrable, occult, voiceless, obscure.
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| 10 | The Presence was lost by which all things have charm, | |
| The Glory lacked of which they are dim signs. | ||
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| The world lived on made empty of its Cause, | ||
| Like love when the beloved’s face is gone. | ||
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The labour to know seemed a vain strife of Mind;
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All knowledge ended in the Unknowable:
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| The effort to rule seemed a vain pride of Will; | ||
| A trivial achievement scorned by Time, | ||
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All power retired into the Omnipotent.
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| A cave of darkness guards the eternal Light. | EoS | |
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| 20 | A silence settled on his striving heart; | |
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Absolved from the voices of the world’s desire,
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He turned to the timeless call.Ineffable’s
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A Being intimate and unnameable,
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| A wide compelling ecstasy and peace | ||
| 25 | Felt in himself and all and yet ungrasped, | |
| Approached and faded from his soul’s pursuit | ||
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As if for ever luring him beyond.
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Near, it retreated; far, it called him still.
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| Nothing could satisfy but its delight: | ||
| 30 | Its absence left the greatest actions dull, | |
| Its presence made the smallest seem divine. | ||
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When it was there, the heart’s abyss was filled;
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| But when the uplifting Deity withdrew, | ||
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Existence lost its aim in the Inane.
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The order of the immemorial planes,
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| The godlike fullness of the instruments | ||
| Were turned to props for an impermanent scene. | ||
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| But who that mightiness was he knew not yet. | ||
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Impalpable yet filling all that is,
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It made and blotted out a million worlds
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| And took and lost a thousand shapes and names. | ||
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It wore the guise of an indiscernible Vast,
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Or was a subtle kernel in the soul:
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| A distant greatness left it huge and dim, | ||
| 45 | A mystic closeness shut it sweetly in: | |
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It seemed sometimes a figment or a robe
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| And seemed sometimes his own colossal shade. | ||
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| A giant doubt overshadowed his advance. | ||
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Across a neutral all-supporting Void
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| 50 | Whose blankness nursed his lone immortal spirit, | |
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Allured towards some recondite Supreme,
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| Aided, coerced by enigmatic Powers, | ||
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Aspiring and half-sinking and upborne,
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| Invincibly he ascended without pause. | ||
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Always a signless vague Immensity
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Brooded, without approach, beyond response,
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| Condemning finite things to nothingness, | ||
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Fronting him with the incommensurable.
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| Then to the ascent there came a mighty term. | ||
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| 60 | A height was reached where nothing made could live, | |
| A line where every hope and search must cease | ||
| Neared some intolerant bare Reality, | ||
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A zero formed pregnant with boundless change.
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On a dizzy verge where all disguises fail
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And human mind must abdicate in Light
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| Or die like a moth in the naked blaze of Truth, | ||
| He stood compelled to a tremendous choice. | ||
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| All he had been and all towards which he grew | ||
| Must now be left behind or else transform | ||
| 70 | Into a self of That which has no name. | |
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| Alone and fronting an intangible Force | EoS | |
| Which offered nothing to the grasp of Thought, | ||
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His spirit faced the adventure of the Inane.
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| Abandoned by the worlds of Form he strove. | ||
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A fruitful world-wide Ignorance foundered here;
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| Thought’s long far-circling journey touched its close | ||
| And ineffective paused the actor Will. | ||
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| The symbol modes of being helped no more, | ||
| The structures Nescience builds collapsing failed, | ||
| 80 | And even the spirit that holds the universe | |
| Fainted in luminous insufficiency. | ||
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In an abysmal lapse of all things built
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Transcending every perishable support
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| And joining at last its mighty origin, | ||
| 85 | The separate self must melt or be reborn | |
| Into a Truth beyond the mind’s appeal. | ||
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| All glory of outline, sweetness of harmony, | ||
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Rejected like a grace of trivial notes,
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Expunged from Being’s silence nude, austere,
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| 90 | Died into a fine and blissful Nothingness. | |
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The Demiurges lost their names and forms,
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The great schemed worlds that they had planned and wrought
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| Passed, taken and abolished one by one. | ||
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| The universe removed its coloured veil, | ||
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| Of the huge riddle of created things | ||
| Appeared the far-seen Godhead of the whole, | ||
| His feet firm-based on Life’s stupendous wings, | ||
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Omnipotent, a lonely seer of Time,
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Inward, inscrutable, with diamond gaze.
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Attracted by the unfathomable regard
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The unsolved slow cycles to their fount returned
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| To rise again from that invisible sea. | ||
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All from his puissance born was now undone;
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Nothing remained the cosmic Mind conceives.
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| Eternity prepared to fade and seemed | ||
| A hue and imposition on the Void, | ||
| Space was the fluttering of a dream that sank | ||
| Before its ending into Nothing’s deeps. | ||
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| 110 | The spirit that dies not and the Godhead’s self | |
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Seemed myths projected from the Unknowable;
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| From It all sprang, in It is called to cease. | ||
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| But what That was, no thought nor sight could tell. | ||
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| Only a formless Form of self was left, | EoS | |
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A tenuous ghost of something that had been,
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| The last experience of a lapsing wave | ||
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Before it sinks into a bourneless sea, —
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As if it kept even on the brink of Nought
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| Its bare feeling of the ocean whence it came. | ||
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| 120 | A Vastness brooded free from sense of Space, | EoS |
| An Everlastingness cut off from Time; | ||
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A strange sublime inalterable Peace
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| Silent rejected from it world and soul. | ||
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A stark companionless Reality
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| 125 | Answered at last to his soul’s passionate search: | |
| Passionless, wordless, absorbed in its fathomless hush, | ||
| Keeping the mystery none would ever pierce, | ||
| It brooded inscrutable and intangible | ||
| Facing him with its dumb tremendous calm. | ||
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It had no kinship with the universe:
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| There was no act, no movement in its Vast: | ||
| Life’s question met by its silence died on her lips, | ||
| The world’s effort ceased convicted of ignorance | ||
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Finding no sanction of supernal Light:
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| 135 | There was no mind there with its need to know, | |
| There was no heart there with its need to love. | ||
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| All person perished in its namelessness. | ||
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There was no second, it had no partner or peer;
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| Only itself was real to itself. | ||
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| 140 | A pure existence safe from thought and mood, | EoS |
| A consciousness of unshared immortal bliss, | ||
| It dwelt aloof in its bare infinite, | ||
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One and unique, unutterably sole.
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| A Being formless, featureless and mute | EoS | |
| 145 | That knew itself by its own timeless self, | |
| Aware for ever in its motionless depths, | ||
| Uncreating, uncreated and unborn, | ||
| The One by whom all live, who lives by none, | ||
| An immeasurable luminous secrecy | ||
| 150 | Guarded by the veils of the Unmanifest, | |
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Above the changing cosmic interlude
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Abode supreme, immutably the same,
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| A silent Cause occult, impenetrable, — | ||
| Infinite, eternal, unthinkable, alone. |