(S 1) | ||
And Savitri too awoke among these tribes | ||
That hastened to join the brilliant Summoner’s chant | ||
And, lured by the beauty of the apparent ways, | ||
Acclaimed their portion of ephemeral joy.
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(S 2) | ||
190 | Akin to the eternity whence she came, | EoS |
No part she took in this small happiness; | ||
A mighty stranger in the human field, | ||
The embodied Guest within made no response. | ||
(S 3) | ||
The call that wakes the leap of human mind, | EoS | |
195 |
Its chequered eager motion of pursuit,
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Its fluttering-hued illusion of desire,
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Visited her heart like a sweet alien note. | ||
(S 4) | ||
Time’s message of brief light was not for her. | EoS | |
(S 5) | ||
In her there was the anguish of the gods | ||
200 | Imprisoned in our transient human mould, | |
The deathless conquered by the death of things. | ||
(S 6) | ||
A vaster Nature’s joy had once been hers, | ||
But long could keep not its gold heavenly hue | ||
Or stand upon this brittle earthly base.
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(S 7) | ||
205 | A narrow movement on Time’s deep abysm, | |
Life’s fragile littleness denied the power, | ||
The proud and conscious wideness and the bliss | ||
She had brought with her into the human form, | ||
The calm delight that weds one soul to all, | ||
210 | The key to the flaming doors of ecstasy. | |
(S 8) | ||
Earth’s grain that needs the sap of pleasure and tears | ||
Rejected the undying rapture’s boon: | ||
Offered to the daughter of infinity | ||
Her passion-flower of love and doom she gave. | ||
(S 9) | ||
215 | In vain now seemed the splendid sacrifice. | EoS |
(S 10) | ||
A prodigal of her rich divinity,
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Her self and all she was she had lent to men, | ||
Hoping her greater being to implant | ||
And in their body’s lives acclimatise
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220 | That heaven might native grow on mortal soil. | |
(S 11) | ||
Hard is it to persuade earth-nature’s change; | ||
Mortality bears ill the eternal’s touch:
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It fears the pure divine intolerance | ||
Of that assault of ether and of fire; | ||
225 | It murmurs at its sorrowless happiness, | |
Almost with hate repels the light it brings; | ||
It trembles at its naked power of Truth | ||
And the might and sweetness of its absolute Voice. | ||
(S 12) | ||
Inflicting on the heights the abysm’s law,
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It sullies with its mire heaven’s messengers:
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Its thorns of fallen nature are the defence | ||
It turns against the saviour hands of Grace; | ||
It meets the sons of God with death and pain. | ||
(S 13) | ||
A glory of lightnings traversing the earth-scene,
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EoS | |
235 | Their sun-thoughts fading, darkened by ignorant minds, | |
Their work betrayed, their good to evil turned,
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The cross their payment for the crown they gave, | ||
Only they leave behind a splendid Name.
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(S 14) | ||
A fire has come and touched men’s hearts and gone; | EoS | |
240 | A few have caught flame and risen to greater life. | |
(S 15) | ||
Too unlike the world she came to help and save, | ||
Her greatness weighed upon its ignorant breast | ||
And from its dim chasms welled a dire return,
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A portion of its sorrow, struggle, fall. | ||
(S 16) | ||
245 | To live with grief, to confront death on her road, — | |
The mortal’s lot became the Immortal’s share.
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(S 17) | ||
Thus trapped in the gin of earthly destinies,
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Awaiting her ordeal’s hour abode,
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Outcast from her inborn felicity, | ||
250 | Accepting life’s obscure terrestrial robe, | |
Hiding herself even from those she loved, | ||
The godhead greater by a human fate. | ||
(S 18) | ||
A dark foreknowledge separated her | EoS | |
From all of whom she was the star and stay;
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255 |
Too great to impart the peril and the pain,
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In her torn depths she kept the grief to come.
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(S 19) | ||
As one who watching over men left blind | ||
Takes up the load of an unwitting race,
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Harbouring a foe whom with her heart she must feed,
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260 | Unknown her act, unknown the doom she faced, | |
Unhelped she must foresee and dread and dare. | ||
(S 20) | ||
The long-foreknown and fatal morn was here | EoS | |
Bringing a noon that seemed like every noon. | ||
(S 21) | ||
For Nature walks upon her mighty way | ||
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Unheeding when she breaks a soul, a life;
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Leaving her slain behind she travels on: | ||
Man only marks and God’s all-seeing eyes. | ||
(S 22) | ||
Even in this moment of her soul’s despair, | ||
In its grim rendezvous with death and fear, | ||
270 | No cry broke from her lips, no call for aid; | |
She told the secret of her woe to none:
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Calm was her face and courage kept her mute. | ||
(S 23) | ||
Yet only her outward self suffered and strove;
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EoS | |
Even her humanity was half divine: | ||
275 | Her spirit opened to the Spirit in all, | |
Her nature felt all Nature as its own. | ||
(S 24) | ||
Apart, living within, all lives she bore;
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Aloof, she carried in herself the world:
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Her dread was one with the great cosmic dread, | ||
280 | Her strength was founded on the cosmic mights; | |
The universal Mother’s love was hers. | ||
(S 25) | ||
Against the evil at life’s afflicted roots,
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Her own calamity its private sign,
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Of her pangs she made a mystic poignant sword.
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(S 26) | ||
285 | A solitary mind, a world-wide heart, | |
To the lone Immortal’s unshared work she rose.
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(S 27) | ||
At first life grieved not in her burdened breast: | ||
On the lap of earth’s original somnolence | ||
Inert, released into forgetfulness, | ||
290 |
Prone it reposed, unconscious on mind’s verge,
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Obtuse and tranquil like the stone and star.
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(S 28) | ||
In a deep cleft of silence twixt two realms | ||
She lay remote from grief, unsawn by care, | ||
Nothing recalling of the sorrow here. | ||
(S 29) | ||
295 | Then a slow faint remembrance shadowlike moved, | |
And sighing she laid her hand upon her bosom
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And recognised the close and lingering ache,
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Deep, quiet, old, made natural to its place, | ||
But knew not why it was there nor whence it came.
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(S 30) | ||
300 | The Power that kindles mind was still withdrawn: | |
Heavy, unwilling were life’s servitors | ||
Like workers with no wages of delight; | ||
Sullen, the torch of sense refused to burn;
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The unassisted brain found not its past. | ||
(S 31) | ||
305 | Only a vague earth-nature held the frame. | |
(S 32) | ||
But now she stirred, her life shared the cosmic load. | EoS | |
(S 33) | ||
At the summons of her body’s voiceless call | ||
Her strong far-winging spirit travelled back, | ||
Back to the yoke of ignorance and fate,
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310 | Back to the labour and stress of mortal days, | |
Lighting a pathway through strange symbol dreams | ||
Across the ebbing of the seas of sleep. | ||
(S 34) | ||
Her house of Nature felt an unseen sway,
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Illumined swiftly were life’s darkened rooms, | ||
315 | And memory’s casements opened on the hours | |
And the tired feet of thought approached her doors. | ||
(S 35) | ||
All came back to her: Earth and Love and Doom, | ❊ EoS | |
The ancient disputants, encircled her | ||
Like giant figures wrestling in the night: | ||
320 | The godheads from the dim Inconscient born | EoS |
Awoke to struggle and the pang divine, | ||
And in the shadow of her flaming heart, | ||
At the sombre centre of the dire debate, | ||
A guardian of the unconsoled abyss
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325 | Inheriting the long agony of the globe, | |
A stone-still figure of high and godlike Pain | ||
Stared into Space with fixed regardless eyes | ||
That saw grief’s timeless depths but not life’s goal. | ||
(S 36) | ||
Afflicted by his harsh divinity,
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330 |
Bound to his throne, he waited unappeased
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The daily oblation of her unwept tears.
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(S 37) | ||
All the fierce question of man’s hours relived. | EoS | |
(S 38) | ||
The sacrifice of suffering and desire | ||
Earth offers to the immortal Ecstasy | ||
335 | Began again beneath the eternal Hand. | |
(S 39) | ||
Awake she endured the moments’ serried march
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And looked on this green smiling dangerous world, | ||
And heard the ignorant cry of living things. | ||
(S 40) | ||
Amid the trivial sounds, the unchanging scene | EoS | |
340 | Her soul arose confronting Time and Fate. | |
(S 41) | ||
Immobile in herself, she gathered force. | EoS | |
(S 42) | ||
This was the day when Satyavan must die. |
Book 1, Canto 1 – The Symbol Dawn, Section 2Savitri Bhavan2020-08-31T06:10:50+00:00