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A WHILE, withdrawn in secret fields of thought, | ||
Her mind moved in a many-imaged past | ||
That lived again and saw its end approach: | ||
Dying, it lived imperishably in her; | ||
5 | Transient and vanishing from transient eyes, | |
Invisible, a fateful ghost of self, | ||
It bore the future on its phantom breast. | ||
(S 2) | ||
Along the fleeting event’s far-backward trail | EoS | |
Regressed the stream of the insistent hours,
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And on the bank of the mysterious flood
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Peopled with well-loved forms now seen no more | ||
And the subtle images of things that were, | ||
Her witness spirit stood reviewing Time. | ||
(S 3) | ||
All that she once had hoped and dreamed and been, | ||
15 | Flew past her eagle-winged through memory’s skies. | |
(S 4) | ||
As in a many-hued flaming inner dawn, | ||
Her life’s broad highways and its sweet bypaths | ||
Lay mapped to her sun-clear recording view, | ||
From the bright country of her childhood’s days | ||
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And the blue mountains of her soaring youth
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And the paradise groves and peacock wings of Love | ||
To joy clutched under the silent shadow of doom | ||
In a last turn where heaven raced with hell. | ||
(S 5) | ||
Twelve passionate months led in a day of fate. | ||
(S 6) | ||
25 | An absolute supernatural darkness falls | EoS |
On man sometimes when he draws near to God: | ||
An hour arrives when fail all Nature’s means; | ||
Forced out from the protecting Ignorance | ||
And flung back on his naked primal need,
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30 | He at length must cast from him his surface soul | |
And be the ungarbed entity within:
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That hour had fallen now on Savitri. | ||
(S 7) | ||
A point she had reached where life must be in vain | ||
Or, in her unborn element awake, | ||
35 | Her will must cancel her body’s destiny. | |
(S 8) | ||
For only the unborn spirit’s timeless power | ||
Can lift the yoke imposed by birth in Time. | ||
(S 9) | ||
Only the Self that builds this figure of self | ||
Can rase the fixed interminable line
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40 | That joins these changing names, these numberless lives, | |
These new oblivious personalities | ||
And keeps still lurking in our conscious acts | ||
The trail of old forgotten thoughts and deeds, | ||
Disown the legacy of our buried selves,
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The burdensome heirship to our vanished forms
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Accepted blindly by the body and soul. | ||
(S 10) | ||
An episode in an unremembered tale, | ||
Its beginning lost, its motive and plot concealed, | ||
A once living story has prepared and made | ||
50 | Our present fate, child of past energies. | |
(S 11) | ||
The fixity of the cosmic sequences | EoS | |
Fastened with hidden inevitable links
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She must disrupt, dislodge by her soul’s force
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Her past, a block on the Immortal’s road, | ||
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Make a rased ground and shape anew her fate.
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(S 12) | ||
A colloquy of the original Gods
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EoS | |
Meeting upon the borders of the unknown, | ||
Her soul’s debate with embodied Nothingness | ||
Must be wrestled out on a dangerous dim background:
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60 | Her being must confront its formless Cause, | |
Against the universe weigh its single self. | ||
(S 13) | ||
On the bare peak where Self is alone with Nought | ||
And life has no sense and love no place to stand, | ||
She must plead her case upon extinction’s verge,
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65 | In the world’s death-cave uphold life’s helpless claim | |
And vindicate her right to be and love.
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(S 14) | ||
Altered must be Nature’s harsh economy; | EoS | |
Acquittance she must win from her past’s bond,
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An old account of suffering exhaust, | ||
70 | Strike out from Time the soul’s long compound debt | |
And the heavy servitudes of the Karmic Gods,
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The slow revenge of unforgiving Law | ❊ | |
And the deep need of universal pain | ||
And hard sacrifice and tragic consequence. | ||
(S 15) | ||
75 | Out of a timeless barrier she must break, | |
Penetrate with her thinking depths the Void’s monstrous hush,
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Look into the lonely eyes of immortal Death | ||
And with her nude spirit measure the Infinite’s night. | ||
(S 16) | ||
The great and dolorous moment now was close. | ||
(S 17) | ||
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A mailed battalion marching to its doom,
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The last long days went by with heavy tramp,
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Long but too soon to pass, too near the end. | ||
(S 18) | ||
Alone amid the many faces loved, | ||
Aware among unknowing happy hearts, | ||
85 | Her armoured spirit kept watch upon the hours | |
Listening for a foreseen tremendous step | ||
In the closed beauty of the inhuman wilds. | ||
(S 19) | ||
A combatant in silent dreadful lists,
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EoS | |
The world unknowing, for the world she stood: | ||
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No helper had she save the Strength within;
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There was no witness of terrestrial eyes; | ||
The Gods above and Nature sole below | ||
Were the spectators of that mighty strife.
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(S 20) | ||
Around her were the austere sky-pointing hills,
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And the green murmurous broad deep-thoughted woods
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Muttered incessantly their muffled spell.
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(S 21) | ||
A dense magnificent coloured self-wrapped life
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Draped in the leaves’ vivid emerald monotone | ||
And set with chequered sunbeams and blithe flowers
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Immured her destiny’s secluded scene.
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(S 22) | ||
There had she grown to the stature of her spirit:
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EoS | |
The genius of titanic silences
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Steeping her soul in its wide loneliness
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Had shown to her her self’s bare reality | ||
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And mated her with her environment.
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(S 23) | ||
Its solitude greatened her human hours | ||
With a background of the eternal and unique. | ||
(S 24) | ||
A force of spare direct necessity
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Reduced the heavy framework of man’s days | ||
110 | And his overburdening mass of outward needs | |
To a first thin strip of simple animal wants, | ||
And the mighty wildness of the primitive earth | ||
And the brooding multitude of patient trees | ||
And the musing sapphire leisure of the sky
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And the solemn weight of the slowly-passing months
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Had left in her deep room for thought and God. | ||
(S 25) | ||
There was her drama’s radiant prologue lived. | ||
(S 26) | ||
A spot for the eternal’s tread on earth | ||
Set in the cloistral yearning of the woods
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120 | And watched by the aspiration of the peaks | |
Appeared through an aureate opening in Time,
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Where stillness listening felt the unspoken word | ||
And the hours forgot to pass towards grief and change. | ||
(S 27) | ||
Here with the suddenness divine advents have, | EoS | |
125 | Repeating the marvel of the first descent, | |
Changing to rapture the dull earthly round, | ||
Love came to her hiding the shadow, Death. | ||
(S 28) | ||
Well might he find in her his perfect shrine. | EoS | |
(S 29) | ||
Since first the earth-being’s heavenward growth began, | EoS | |
130 | Through all the long ordeal of the race, | |
Never a rarer creature bore his shaft, | ||
That burning test of the godhead in our parts, | ||
A lightning from the heights on our abyss. | ||
(S 30) | ||
All in her pointed to a nobler kind. | ||
(S 31) | EoS | |
135 | Near to earth’s wideness, intimate with heaven, | |
Exalted and swift her young large-visioned spirit
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Voyaging through worlds of splendour and of calm | ||
Overflew the ways of Thought to unborn things. | ||
(S 32) | ||
Ardent was her self-poised unstumbling will;
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140 | Her mind, a sea of white sincerity, | |
Passionate in flow, had not one turbid wave.
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(S 33) | ||
As in a mystic and dynamic dance | EoS | |
A priestess of immaculate ecstasies
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Inspired and ruled from Truth’s revealing vault
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Moves in some prophet cavern of the gods,
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A heart of silence in the hands of joy | ||
Inhabited with rich creative beats | ||
A body like a parable of dawn | ||
That seemed a niche for veiled divinity
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150 | Or golden temple-door to things beyond. | |
(S 34) | ||
Immortal rhythms swayed in her time-born steps; | ||
Her look, her smile awoke celestial sense | ||
Even in earth-stuff, and their intense delight | ||
Poured a supernal beauty on men’s lives.
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(S 35) | ||
155 | A wide self-giving was her native act; | EoS |
A magnanimity as of sea or sky
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Enveloped with its greatness all that came | ||
And gave a sense as of a greatened world: | ||
Her kindly care was a sweet temperate sun,
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160 | Her high passion a blue heaven’s equipoise. | |
(S 36) | ||
As might a soul fly like a hunted bird, | EoS | |
Escaping with tired wings from a world of storms, | ||
And a quiet reach like a remembered breast, | ||
In a haven of safety and splendid soft repose
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165 | One could drink life back in streams of honey-fire, | |
Recover the lost habit of happiness, | ||
Feel her bright nature’s glorious ambience,
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And preen joy in her warmth and colour’s rule.
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(S 37) | ||
A deep of compassion, a hushed sanctuary,
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170 | Her inward help unbarred a gate in heaven; | |
Love in her was wider than the universe, | ||
The whole world could take refuge in her single heart. | ||
(S 38) | ||
The great unsatisfied godhead here could dwell: | EoS | |
Vacant of the dwarf self’s imprisoned air, | ||
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Her mood could harbour his sublimer breath
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Spiritual that can make all things divine. | ||
(S 39) | ||
For even her gulfs were secrecies of light. | ||
(S 40) | ||
At once she was the stillness and the word, | EoS | |
A continent of self-diffusing peace,
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An ocean of untrembling virgin fire;
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The strength, the silence of the gods were hers. | ||
(S 41) | ||
In her he found a vastness like his own, | EoS | |
His high warm subtle ether he refound
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And moved in her as in his natural home. | ||
(S 42) | ||
185 | In her he met his own eternity. |
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