(S 1) | ||
This huge world unintelligibly turns | ||
In the shadow of a mused Inconscience; | ||
It hides a key to inner meanings missed, | ||
325 | It locks in our hearts a voice we cannot hear. | |
(S 2) | ||
An enigmatic labour of the spirit, | ||
An exact machine of which none knows the use, | ||
An art and ingenuity without sense, | ||
This minute elaborate orchestrated life | ||
330 | For ever plays its motiveless symphonies. | |
(S 3) | ||
The mind learns and knows not, turning its back to truth; | ||
It studies surface laws by surface thought, | ||
Not seeing for what she acts or why we live; | ||
335 | It marks her tireless care of just device, | |
Her patient intricacy of fine detail, | ||
The ingenious spirit’s brave inventive plan | ||
In her great futile mass of endless works, | ||
Adds purposeful figures to her purposeless sum, | ||
340 | Its gabled storeys piles, its climbing roofs | |
On the close-carved foundations she has laid, | ||
Imagined citadels reared in mythic air | ||
Or mounts a stair of dream to a mystic moon: | ||
Transient creations point and hit the sky: | ||
345 | A world-conjecture’s scheme is laboured out | |
On the dim floor of mind’s incertitude, | ||
Or painfully built a fragmentary whole. | ||
(S 4) | ||
Impenetrable, a mystery recondite | ||
Is the vast plan of which we are a part; | ||
350 | Its harmonies are discords to our view | |
Because we know not the great theme they serve. | ||
(S 5) | ||
Inscrutable work the cosmic agencies. | ||
(S 6) | ||
Only the fringe of a wide surge we see; | ||
Our instruments have not that greater light, | ||
355 | Our will tunes not with the eternal Will, | |
Our heart’s sight is too blind and passionate. | ||
(S 7) | ||
Impotent to share in Nature’s mystic tact, | ||
Inapt to feel the pulse and core of things, | ||
Our reason cannot sound life’s mighty sea | ||
360 | And only counts its waves and scans its foam; | |
It knows not whence these motions touch and pass, | ||
It sees not whither sweeps the hurrying flood: | ||
Only it strives to canalise its powers | ||
And hopes to turn its course to human ends: | ||
365 | But all its means come from the Inconscient’s store. | |
(S 8) | ||
Unseen here act dim huge world-energies | ||
And only trickles and currents are our share. | ||
(S 9) | ||
Our mind lives far off from the authentic Light | ||
Catching at little fragments of the Truth | ||
370 | In a small corner of infinity, | |
Our lives are inlets of an ocean’s force. | ||
(S 10) | ||
Our conscious movements have sealed origins | ||
But with those shadowy seats no converse hold; | ||
No understanding binds our comrade parts; | ||
375 | Our acts emerge from a crypt our minds ignore. | |
(S 11) | ||
Our deepest depths are ignorant of themselves; | ||
Even our body is a mystery shop; | ||
As our earth’s roots lurk screened below our earth, | ||
So lie unseen our roots of mind and life. | ||
(S 12) | ||
380 | Our springs are kept close hid beneath, within; | |
Our souls are moved by powers behind the wall. | ||
(S 13) | ||
In the subterranean reaches of the spirit | ||
Apuissance acts and recks not what it means; | ||
Using unthinking monitors and scribes, | ||
385 | It is the cause of what we think and feel. | |
(S 14) | ||
The troglodytes of the subconscious Mind, | ||
Ill-trained slow stammering interpreters | ||
Only of their small task’s routine aware | ||
And busy with the record in our cells, | ||
390 | Concealed in the subliminal secrecies | |
Mid an obscure occult machinery, | ||
Capture the mystic Morse whose measured lilt | ||
Transmits the messages of the cosmic Force. | ||
(S 15) | ||
A whisper falls into life’s inner ear | ||
395 | And echoes from the dun subconscient caves, | |
Speech leaps, thought quivers, the heart vibrates, the will | ||
Answers and tissue and nerve obey the call. | ||
(S 16) | ||
Our lives translate these subtle intimacies; | ||
All is the commerce of a secret Power. | ||
(S 17) | ||
400 | A thinking puppet is the mind of life: | |
Its choice is the work of elemental strengths | ||
That know not their own birth and end and cause | ||
And glimpse not the immense intent they serve. | ||
(S 18) | ||
In this nether life of man drab-hued and dull, | ||
405 | Yet filled with poignant small ignoble things, | |
The conscious Doll is pushed a hundred ways | ||
And feels the push but not the hands that drive. | ||
(S 19) | ||
For none can see the masked ironic troupe | ||
To whom our figure-selves are marionettes, | ||
410 | Our deeds unwitting movements in their grasp, | |
Our passionate strife an entertainment’s scene. | ||
(S 20) | ||
Ignorant themselves of their own fount of strength | ||
They play their part in the enormous whole. | ||
(S 21) | ||
Agents of darkness imitating light, | ||
415 | Spirits obscure and moving things obscure, | |
Unwillingly they serve a mightier Power. | ||
(S 22) | ||
Ananke’s engines organising Chance, | ||
Channels perverse of a stupendous Will,perverse | ||
Tools of the Unknown who use us as their tools, | ||
420 | Invested with power in Nature’s nether state, | |
Into the actions mortals think their own | ||
They bring the incoherencies of Fate, | ||
Or make a doom of Time’s slipshod caprice | ||
And toss the lives of men from hand to hand | ||
425 | In an inconsequent and devious game. | |
(S 23) | ||
Against all higher truth their stuff rebels; | ||
Only to Titan force their will lies prone. | ||
(S 24) | ||
Inordinate their hold on human hearts, | ||
In all our nature’s turns they intervene. | ||
(S 25) | ||
430 | Insignificant architects of low-built lives | |
And engineers of interest and desire, | ||
Out of crude earthiness and muddy thrills | ||
And coarse reactions of material nerve | ||
They build our huddled structures of self-will | ||
435 | And the ill-lighted mansions of our thought, | |
Or with the ego’s factories and marts | ||
Surround the beautiful temple of the soul. | ||
(S 26) | ||
Artists minute of the hues of littleness, | ||
They set the mosaic of our comedy | ||
440 | Or plan the trivial tragedy of our days, | |
Arrange the deed, combine the circumstance | ||
And the fantasia of the moods costume. | ||
(S 27) | ||
These unwise prompters of man’s ignorant heart | ||
And tutors of his stumbling speech and will, | ||
445 | Movers of petty wraths and lusts and hates | |
And changeful thoughts and shallow emotion’s starts, | ||
These slight illusion-makers with their masks, | ||
Painters of the decor of a dull-hued stage | ||
And nimble scene-shifters of the human play, | ||
450 | Ever are busy with this ill-lit scene. | |
(S 28) | ||
Ourselves incapable to build our fate | ||
Only as actors speak and strut our parts | ||
Until the piece is done and we pass off | ||
Into a brighter Time and subtler Space. | ||
(S 29) | ||
455 | Thus they inflict their little pigmy law | |
And curb the mounting slow uprise of man, | ||
Then his too scanty walk with death they close. | ||
(S 1) | ||
This is the ephemeralcreature’s daily life. | ||
(S 2) | ||
As long as the human animal is lord | ||
460 | And a dense nether nature screens the soul, | |
As long as intellect’s outward-gazing sight | ||
Serves earthy interest and creature joys, | ||
An incurable littleness pursues his days. | ||
(S 3) | ||
Ever since consciousness was born on earth, | ||
465 | Life is the same in insect, ape and man, | |
Its stuff unchanged, its way the common route. | ||
(S 4) | ||
If new designs, if richer details grow | ||
And thought is added and more tangled cares, | ||
If little by little it wears a brighter face, | ||
470 | Still even in man the plot is mean and poor. | |
(S 5) | ||
A gross content prolongs his fallen state; | ||
His small successes are failures of the soul, | ||
His little pleasures punctuate frequent griefs: | ||
Hardship and toil are the heavy price he pays | ||
475 | For the right to live and his last wages death. | |
(S 6) | ||
An inertia sunk towards inconscience, | ||
A sleep that imitates death is his repose. | ||
(S 7) | ||
A puny splendour of creative force | ||
Is made his spur to fragile human works | ||
480 | Which yet outlast their brief creator’s breath. | |
(S 8) | ||
He dreams sometimes of the revels of the gods | ||
And sees the Dionysian gesture pass, — | ||
A leonine greatness that would tear his soul | ||
If through his failing limbs and fainting heart | ||
485 | The sweet and joyful mighty madness swept: | |
Trivial amusements stimulate and waste | ||
The energy given to him to grow and be. | ||
(S 9) | ||
His little hour is spent in little things. | ||
(S 10) | ||
A brief companionship with many jars, | ||
490 | A little love and jealousy and hate, | |
A touch of friendship mid indifferent crowds | ||
Draw his heart-plan on life’s diminutive map. | ||
(S 11) | ||
If something great awakes, too frail his pitch | ||
To reveal its zenith tension of delight, | ||
495 | His thought to eternise its ephemeral soar, | |
Art’s brilliant gleam is a pastime for his eyes, | ||
A thrill that smites the nerves is music’s spell. | ||
(S 12) | ||
Amidst his harassed toil and welter of cares, | ||
Pressed by the labour of his crowding thoughts, | ||
500 | He draws sometimes around his aching brow | |
Nature’s calm mighty hands to heal his life-pain. | ||
(S 13) | ||
He is saved by her silence from his rack of self; | ||
In her tranquil beauty is his purest bliss. | ||
(S 14) | ||
A new life dawns, he looks out from vistas wide; | ||
505 | The Spirit’s breath moves him but soon retires: | |
His strength was not made to hold that puissant guest. | ||
(S 15) | ||
All dulls down to convention and routine | ||
Or a fierce excitement brings him vivid joys: | ||
His days are tinged with the red hue of strife | ||
510 | And lust’s hot glare and passion’s crimson stain; | |
Battle and murder are his tribal game. | ||
(S 16) | ||
Time has he none to turn his eyes within | ||
And look for his lost self and his dead soul. | ||
(S 17) | ||
His motion on too short an axis wheels; | ||
515 | He cannot soar but creeps on his long road | |
Or if, impatient of the trudge of Time, | ||
He would make a splendid haste on Fate’s slow road, | ||
His heart that runs soon pants and tires and sinks; | ||
Or he walks ever on and finds no end. | ||
(S 18) | ||
520 | Hardly a few can climb to greater life. | |
(S 19) | ||
All tunes to a low scale and conscious pitch. | ||
(S 20) | ||
His knowledge dwells in the house of Ignorance; | ||
His force nears not even once the Omnipotent, | ||
Rare are his visits of heavenly ecstasy. | ||
(S 21) | ||
525 | The bliss which sleeps in things and tries to wake, | |
Breaks out in him in a small joy of life: | ||
This scanty grace is his persistent stay; | ||
It lightens the burden of his many ills | ||
And reconciles him to his little world. | ||
(S 22) | ||
530 | He is satisfied with his common average kind; | |
Tomorrow’s hopes and his old rounds of thought, | ||
His old familiar interests and desires | ||
He has made into a thick and narrowing hedge | ||
Defending his small life from the Invisible; | ||
535 | His being’s kinship to infinity | |
He has shut away from him into inmost self, | ||
Fenced off the greatnesses of hidden God. | ||
(S 23) | ||
His being was formed to play a trivial part | ||
In a little drama on a petty stage; | ||
540 | In a narrow plot he has pitched his tent of life | |
Beneath the wide gaze of the starry Vast. | ||
(S 24) | ||
He is the crown of all that has been done: | ||
Thus is creation’s labour justified; | ||
This is the world’s result, Nature’s last poise! | ||
545 | And if this were all and nothing more were meant, | |
If what now seems were the whole of what must be, | ||
If this were not a stade through which we pass | ||
On our road from Matter to eternal Self, | ||
To the Light that made the worlds, the Cause of things, | ||
550 | Well might interpret our mind’s limited view | |
Existence as an accident in Time, | ||
Illusion or phenomenon or freak, | ||
The paradox of a creative Thought | ||
Which moves between unreal opposites, | ||
555 | Inanimate Force struggling to feel and know, | |
Matter that chanced to read itself by Mind, | ||
Inconscience monstrously engendering soul. | ||
(S 25) | ||
At times all looks unreal and remote: | ||
We seem to live in a fiction of our thoughts | ||
560 | Pieced from sensation’s fanciful traveller’s tale, | |
Or caught on the film of the recording brain, | ||
A figment or circumstance in cosmic sleep. | ||
(S 26) | ||
A somnambulist walking under the moon, | ||
An image of ego treads through an ignorant dream | ||
565 | Counting the moments of a spectral Time. | |
(S 27) | ||
In a false perspective of effect and cause, | ||
Trusting to a specious prospect of world-space, | ||
It drifts incessantly from scene to scene, | ||
Whither it knows not, to what fabulous verge. | ||
(S 28) | ||
570 | All here is dreamed or doubtfully exists, | |
But who the dreamer is and whence he looks | ||
Is still unknown or only a shadowy guess. | ||
(S 29) | ||
Or the world is real but ourselves too small, | ||
Insufficient for the mightiness of our stage. | ||
(S 30) | ||
575 | A thin life-curve crosses the titan whirl | |
Of the orbit of a soulless universe, | ||
And in the belly of the sparse rolling mass | ||
A mind looks out from a small casual globe | ||
And wonders what itself and all things are. | ||
(S 31) | ||
580 | And yet to some interned subjective sight | |
That strangely has formed in Matter’s sightless stuff, | ||
A pointillage minute of little self | ||
Takes figure as world-being’s conscious base. | ||
(S 32) | ||
Such is our scene in the half-light below. | ||
(S 33) | ||
585 | This is the sign of Matter’s infinite, | |
This the weird purport of the picture shown | ||
To Science the giantess, measurer of her field, | ||
As she pores on the record of her close survey | ||
And mathematises her huge external world, | ||
590 | To Reason bound within the circle of sense, | |
Or in Thought’s broad impalpable Exchange | ||
A speculator in tenuous vast ideas, | ||
Abstractions in the void her currency | ||
We know not with what firm values for its base. | ||
(S 34) | ||
595 | Only religion in this bankruptcy | |
Presents its dubious riches to our hearts | ||
Or signs unprovisioned cheques on the Beyond: | ||
Our poverty shall there have its revenge. | ||
(S 35) | ||
Our spirits depart discarding a futile life | ||
600 | Into the blank unknown or with them take | |
Death’s passport into immortality. |
Book 2, Canto 5 – The Godheads of the Little Life, Section 3Savitri Bhavan2023-08-05T10:49:50+00:00