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This too the traveller of the worlds must dare. |
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(S 2) |
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A warrior in the dateless duel’s strife, |
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He entered into dumb despairing Night |
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Challenging the darkness with his luminous soul. |
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Alarming with his steps the threshold gloom |
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He came into a fierce and dolorous realm |
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Peopled by souls who never had tasted bliss; |
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Ignorant like men born blind who know not light, |
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They could equate worst ill with highest good, |
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Virtue was to their eyes a face of sin |
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And evil and misery were their natural state. |
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(S 4) |
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A dire administration’s penal code |
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Making of grief and pain the common law, |
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Decreeing universal joylessness |
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Had changed life into a stoic sacrament |
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And torture into a daily festival. |
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An act was passed to chastise happiness; |
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Laughter and pleasure were banned as deadly sins: |
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A questionless mind was ranked as wise content, |
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A dull heart’s silent apathy as peace: |
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Sleep was not there, torpor was the sole rest, |
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Death came but neither respite gave nor end; |
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Always the soul lived on and suffered more. |
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(S 6) |
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Ever he deeper probed that kingdom of pain; |
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Around him grew the terror of a world |
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Of agony followed by worse agony, |
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And in the terror a great wicked joy |
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Glad of one’s own and others’ calamity. |
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(S 7) |
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There thought and life were a long punishment, |
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The breath a burden and all hope a scourge, |
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The body a field of torment, a massed unease; |
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Repose was a waiting between pang and pang. |
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(S 8) |
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This was the law of things none dreamed to change: |
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A hard sombre heart, a harsh unsmiling mind |
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Rejected happiness like a cloying sweet; |
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Tranquillity was a tedium and ennui: |
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Only by suffering life grew colourful; |
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It needed the spice of pain, the salt of tears. |
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If one could cease to be, all would be well; |
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Else only fierce sensations gave some zest: |
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A fury of jealousy burning the gnawed heart, |
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The sting of murderous spite and hate and lust, |
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The whisper that lures to the pit and treachery’s stroke |
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Threw vivid spots on the dull aching hours. |
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(S 10) |
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To watch the drama of infelicity, |
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The writhing of creatures under the harrow of doom |
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And sorrow’s tragic gaze into the night |
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And horror and the hammering heart of fear |
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Were the ingredients in Time’s heavy cup |
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That pleased and helped to enjoy its bitter taste. |
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(S 11) |
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Of such fierce stuff was made up life’s long hell: |
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These were the threads of the dark spider’s-web |
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In which the soul was caught, quivering and rapt; |
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This was religion, this was Nature’s rule. |
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In a fell chapel of iniquity |
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To worship a black pitiless image of Power |
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Kneeling one must cross hard-hearted stony courts, |
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A pavement like a floor of evil fate. |
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Each stone was a keen edge of ruthless force |
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And glued with the chilled blood from tortured breasts; |
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The dry gnarled trees stood up like dying men |
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Stiffened into a pose of agony, |
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And from each window peered an ominous priest |
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Chanting Te Deums for slaughter’s crowning grace, |
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Uprooted cities, blasted human homes, |
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Burned writhen bodies, the bombshell’s massacre. |
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“Our enemies are fallen, are fallen,” they sang, |
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“All who once stayed our will are smitten and dead; |
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How great we are, how merciful art Thou.” |
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Thus thought they to reach God’s impassive throne |
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And Him command whom all their acts opposed, |
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Magnifying their deeds to touch his skies, |
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And make him an accomplice of their crimes. |
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There no relenting pity could have place, |
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But ruthless strength and iron moods had sway, |
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A dateless sovereignty of terror and gloom: |
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This took the figure of a darkened God |
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Revered by the racked wretchedness he had made, |
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Who held in thrall a miserable world, |
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And helpless hearts nailed to unceasing woe |
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Adored the feet that trampled them into mire. |
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It was a world of sorrow and of hate, |
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Sorrow with hatred for its lonely joy, |
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Hatred with others’ sorrow as its feast; |
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A bitter rictus curled the suffering mouth; |
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A tragic cruelty saw its ominous chance. |
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Hate was the black archangel of that realm; |
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It glowed, a sombre jewel in the heart |
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Burning the soul with its malignant rays, |
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And wallowed in its fell abysm of might. |
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These passions even objects seemed to exude, — |
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For mind overflowed into the inanimate |
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That answered with the wickedness it received, — |
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Against their users used malignant powers, |
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Hurt without hands and strangely, suddenly slew, |
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Appointed as instruments of an unseen doom. |
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Or they made themselves a fateful prison wall |
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Where men condemned wake through the creeping hours |
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Counted by the tollings of an ominous bell. |
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An evil environment worsened evil souls: |
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All things were conscious there and all perverse. |
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(S 22) |
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In this infernal realm he dared to press |
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Even into its deepest pit and darkest core, |
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Perturbed its tenebrous base, dared to contest |
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Its ancient privileged right and absolute force: |
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In Night he plunged to know her dreadful heart, |
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In Hell he sought the root and cause of Hell. |
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Its anguished gulfs opened in his own breast; |
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He listened to clamours of its crowded pain, |
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The heart-beats of its fatal loneliness. |
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Above was a chill deaf eternity. |
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In vague tremendous passages of Doom |
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He heard the goblin Voice that guides to slay, |
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And faced the enchantments of the demon Sign, |
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And traversed the ambush of the opponent Snake. |
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In menacing tracts, in tortured solitudes |
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Companionless he roamed through desolate ways |
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Where the red Wolf waits by the fordless stream |
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And Death’s black eagles scream to the precipice, |
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And met the hounds of bale who hunt men’s hearts |
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Baying across the veldts of Destiny, |
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In footless battlefields of the Abyss |
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Fought shadowy combats in mute eyeless depths, |
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Assaults of Hell endured and Titan strokes |
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And bore the fierce inner wounds that are slow to heal. |
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(S 27) |
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A prisoner of a hooded magic Force, |
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Captured and trailed in Falsehood’s lethal net |
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And often strangled in the noose of grief, |
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Or cast in the grim morass of swallowing doubt, |
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Or shut into pits of error and despair, |
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He drank her poison draughts till none was left. |
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In a world where neither hope nor joy could come |
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The ordeal he suffered of evil’s absolute reign, |
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Yet kept intact his spirit’s radiant truth. |
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(S 29) |
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Incapable of motion or of force, |
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In Matter’s blank denial gaoled and blind, |
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Pinned to the black inertia of our base |
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He treasured between his hands his flickering soul. |
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(S 30) |
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His being ventured into mindless Void, |
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Intolerant gulfs that knew not thought nor sense; |
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Thought ceased, sense failed, his soul still saw and knew. |
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(S 31) |
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In atomic parcellings of the Infinite |
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Near to the dumb beginnings of lost Self, |
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He felt the curious small futility |
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Of the creation of material things. |
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(S 32) |
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Or, stifled in the Inconscient’s hollow dusk, |
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He sounded the mystery dark and bottomless |
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Of the enormous and unmeaning deeps |
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Whence struggling life in a dead universe rose. |
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(S 33) |
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There in the stark identity lost by mind |
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He felt the sealed sense of the insensible world |
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And a mute wisdom in the unknowing Night. |
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(S 34) |
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Into the abysmal secrecy he came |
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Where darkness peers from her mattress, grey and nude, |
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And stood on the last locked subconscient’s floor |
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Where Being slept unconscious of its thoughts |
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And built the world not knowing what it built. |
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(S 35) |
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There waiting its hour the future lay unknown, |
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There is the record of the vanished stars. |
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(S 36) |
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There in the slumber of the cosmic Will |
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He saw the secret key of Nature’s change. |
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(S 37) |
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A light was with him, an invisible hand |
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Was laid upon the error and the pain |
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Till it became a quivering ecstasy, |
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The shock of sweetness of an arm’s embrace. |
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(S 38) |
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He saw in Night the Eternal’s shadowy veil, |
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Knew death for a cellar of the house of life, |
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In destruction felt creation’s hasty pace, |
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Knew loss as the price of a celestial gain |
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And hell as a short cut to heaven’s gates. |
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(S 39) |
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Then in Illusion’s occult factory |
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And in the Inconscient’s magic printing-house |
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Torn were the formats of the primal Night |
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And shattered the stereotypes of Ignorance. |
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(S 40) |
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Alive, breathing a deep spiritual breath, |
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Nature expunged her stiff mechanical code |
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And the articles of the bound soul’s contract, |
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Falsehood gave back to Truth her tortured shape. |
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(S 41) |
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Annulled were the tables of the law of Pain, |
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And in their place grew luminous characters. |
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(S 42) |
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The skilful Penman’s unseen finger wrote |
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His swift intuitive calligraphy; |
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Earth’s forms were made his divine documents, |
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The wisdom embodied mind could not reveal, |
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Inconscience chased from the world’s voiceless breast; |
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Transfigured were the fixed schemes of reasoning Thought. |
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(S 43) |
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Arousing consciousness in things inert, |
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He imposed upon dark atom and dumb mass |
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The diamond script of the Imperishable, |
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Inscribed on the dim heart of fallen things |
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A paean-song of the free Infinite |
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And the Name, foundation of eternity, |
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And traced on the awake exultant cells |
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In the ideographs of the Ineffable |
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The lyric of the love that waits through Time |
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And the mystic volume of the Book of Bliss |
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And the message of the superconscient Fire. |
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(S 44) |
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Then life beat pure in the corporeal frame; |
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The infernal Gleam died and could slay no more. |
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(S 45) |
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Hell split across its huge abrupt fa¸cade |
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As if a magic building were undone, |
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Night opened and vanished like a gulf of dream. |
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(S 46) |
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Into being’s gap scooped out as empty Space |
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In which she had filled the place of absent God, |
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There poured a wide intimate and blissful Dawn; |
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Healed were all things that Time’s torn heart had made |
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And sorrow could live no more in Nature’s breast: |
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Division ceased to be, for God was there. |
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(S 47) |
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The soul lit the conscious body with its ray, |
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Matter and spirit mingled and were one. |
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