(S 1) | ||
A SIN the vigilance of the sleepless night | ||
Through the slow heavy-footed silent hours, | ||
Repressing in her bosom its load of grief, | ||
She sat staring at the dumb tread of Time | ||
5 | And the approach of ever-nearing Fate, | |
A summons from her being’s summit came, | ||
A sound, a call that broke the seals of Night. | ||
(S 2) | ||
Above her brows where will and knowledge meet | EoS | |
A mighty Voice invaded mortal space. | ||
(S 3) | ||
10 | It seemed to come from inaccessible heights | |
And yet was intimate with all the world | ||
And knew the meaning of the steps of Time | ||
And saw eternal destiny’s changeless scene | ||
Filling the far prospect of the cosmic gaze. | ||
(S 4) | ||
15 | As the Voice touched, her body became a stark | |
And rigid golden statue of motionless trance, | ||
A stone of God lit by an amethyst soul. | ||
(S 5) | ||
Around her body’s stillness all grew still: | ||
Her heart listened to its slow measured beats, | ||
20 | Her mind renouncing thought heard and was mute: | |
“Why camest thou to this dumb deathbound earth, | EoS | |
This ignorant life beneath indifferent skies | ||
Tied like a sacrifice on the altar of Time, | ||
O spirit, O immortal energy, | ||
25 | If ’twas to nurse grief in a helpless heart | |
Or with hard tearless eyes await thy doom? | ||
(S 6) | ||
Arise, O soul, and vanquish Time and Death.” | ||
(S 7) | ||
But Savitri’s heart replied in the dim night: | ||
“My strength is taken from me and given to Death. | ||
(S 8) | ||
30 | Why should I lift my hands to the shut heavens | EoS |
Or struggle with mute inevitable Fate | ||
Or hope in vain to uplift an ignorant race | ||
Who hug their lot and mock the saviour Light | ||
And see in Mind wisdom’s sole tabernacle, | ||
35 | In its harsh peak and its inconscient base | |
A rock of safety and an anchor of sleep? | ||
(S 9) | ||
Is there a God whom any cry can move? | ||
(S 10) | ||
He sits in peace and leaves the mortal’s strength | ||
Impotent against his calm omnipotent Law | ||
40 | And Inconscience and the almighty hands of Death. | |
(S 11) | ||
What need have I, what need has Satyavan | EoS | |
To avoid the black-meshed net, the dismal door, | ||
Or call a mightier Light into life’s closed room, | ||
A greater Law into man’s little world? | ||
(S 12) | ||
45 | Why should I strive with earth’s unyielding laws | |
Or stave off death’s inevitable hour? | ||
(S 13) | ||
This surely is best to pactise with my fate | ||
And follow close behind my lover’s steps | ||
And pass through night from twilight to the sun | ||
50 | Across the tenebrous river that divides | |
The adjoining parishes of earth and heaven. | ||
(S 14) | ||
Then could we lie inarmed breast upon breast, | ||
Untroubled by thought, untroubled by our hearts, | ||
Forgetting man and life and time and its hours, | ||
55 | Forgetting eternity’s call, forgetting God.” | |
(S 15) | ||
The Voice replied: “Is this enough, O spirit? | EoS | |
(S 16) | ||
And what shall thy soul say when it wakes and knows | ||
The work was left undone for which it came? | ||
(S 17) | ||
Or is this all for thy being born on earth | ||
60 | Charged with a mandate from eternity, | |
A listener to the voices of the years, | ||
A follower of the footprints of the gods, | ||
To pass and leave unchanged the old dusty laws? | ||
(S 18) | ||
Shall there be no new tables, no new Word, | ||
65 | No greater light come down upon the earth | |
Delivering her from her unconsciousness, | ||
Man’s spirit from unalterable Fate? | ||
(S 19) | ||
Cam’st thou not down to open the doors of Fate, | ||
The iron doors that seemed for ever closed, | ||
70 | And lead man to Truth’s wide and golden road | |
That runs through finite things to eternity? | ||
(S 20) | ||
Is this then the report that I must make, | ||
My head bowed with shame before the Eternal’s seat, — | ||
His power he kindled in thy body has failed, | ||
75 | His labourer returns, her task undone.” | |
(S 21) | ||
Then Savitri’s heart fell mute, it spoke no word. | ||
(S 22) | ||
But holding back her troubled rebel heart, | ||
Abrupt, erect and strong, calm like a hill, | ||
Surmounting the seas of mortal ignorance, | ||
80 | Its peak immutable above mind’s air, | |
A Power within her answered the still Voice: | ||
“I am thy portion here charged with thy work, | EoS | |
As thou myself seated for ever above, | ||
Speak to my depths, O great and deathless Voice, | ||
85 | Command, for I am here to do thy will.” | |
(S 23) | ||
The Voice replied: “Remember why thou cam’st: | EoS | |
Find out thy soul, recover thy hid self, | ||
In silence seek God’s meaning in thy depths, | ||
Then mortal nature change to the divine. | ||
(S 24) | ||
90 | Open God’s door, enter into his trance. | EoS |
(S 25) | ||
Cast Thought from thee, that nimble ape of Light: | ||
In his tremendous hush stilling thy brain | ||
His vast Truth wake within and know and see. | ||
(S 26) | ||
Cast from thee sense that veils thy spirit’s sight: | EoS | |
95 | In the enormous emptiness of thy mind | |
Thou shalt see the Eternal’s body in the world, | ||
Know him in every voice heard by thy soul, | ||
In the world’s contacts meet his single touch; | ||
All things shall fold thee into his embrace. | ||
(S 27) | ||
100 | Conquer thy heart’s throbs, let thy heart beat in God: | |
Thy nature shall be the engine of his works, | ||
Thy voice shall house the mightiness of his Word: | ||
Then shalt thou harbour my force and conquer Death. | ||
(S 28) | ||
”Then Savitri by her doomed husband sat, | ||
105 | Still rigid in her golden motionless pose, | |
A statue of the fire of the inner sun. | ||
(S 29) | ||
In the black night the wrath of storm swept by, | ||
The thunder crashed above her, the rain hissed, | ||
Its million footsteps pattered on the roof. | ||
(S 30) | ||
110 | Impassive mid the movement and the cry, | EoS |
Witness of the thoughts of mind, the moods of life, | ||
She looked into herself and sought for her soul. |
Book 7, Canto 2 – The Parable of the Search for the Soul, Section 1Savitri Bhavan2021-07-25T10:39:10+00:00