(S 1) | ||
“A secret air of pure felicity | EoS | |
Deep like a sapphire heaven our spirits breathe; | ||
315 | Our hearts and bodies feel its obscure call, | |
Our senses grope for it and touch and lose. | ||
(S 2) | ||
If this withdrew, the world would sink in the Void; | ||
If this were not, nothing could move or live. | ||
(S 3) | ||
A hidden Bliss is at the root of things. | ||
(S 4) | ||
320 | A mute Delight regards Time’s countless works: | |
To house God’s joy in things Space gave wide room, | ||
To house God’s joy in self our souls were born. | ||
(S 5) | ||
This universe an old enchantment guards; | ||
Its objects are carved cups of World-Delight | ||
325 | Whose charmed wine is some deep soul’s rapture-drink: | |
The All-Wonderful has packed heaven with his dreams, | ||
He has made blank ancient Space his marvel-house; | ||
He spilled his spirit into Matter’s signs: | ||
His fires of grandeur burn in the great sun, | ||
330 | He glides through heaven shimmering in the moon; | |
He is beauty carolling in the fields of sound; | EoS | |
He chants the stanzas of the odes of Wind; | ||
He is silence watching in the stars at night; | ||
He wakes at dawn and calls from every bough, | ||
335 | Lies stunned in the stone and dreams in flower and tree. | |
(S 6) | ||
Even in this labour and dolour of Ignorance, | ||
On the hard perilous ground of difficult earth, | ||
In spite of death and evil circumstance | ||
A will to live persists, a joy to be. | ||
(S 7) | ||
340 | There is a joy in all that meets the sense, | |
A joy in all experience of the soul, | ||
A joy in evil and a joy in good, | ||
A joy in virtue and a joy in sin: | ||
Indifferent to the threat of Karmic law, | ||
345 | Joy dares to grow upon forbidden soil, | |
Its sap runs through the plant and flowers of Pain: | ||
It thrills with the drama of fate and tragic doom, | ||
It tears its food from sorrow and ecstasy, | ||
On danger and difficulty whets its strength; | ||
350 | It wallows with the reptile and the worm | |
And lifts its head, an equal of the stars; | ||
It shares the faeries’ dance, dines with the gnome: | ||
It basks in the light and heat of many suns, | ||
The sun of Beauty and the sun of Power | ||
355 | Flatter and foster it with golden beams; | |
It grows towards the Titan and the God. | ||
(S 8) | ||
On earth it lingers drinking its deep fill, | ||
Through the symbol of her pleasure and her pain, | ||
Of the grapes of Heaven and the flowers of the Abyss, | ||
360 | Of the flame-stabs and the torment-craft of Hell | |
And dim fragments of the glory of Paradise. | ||
(S 9) | ||
In the small paltry pleasures of man’s life, | ||
In his petty passions and joys it finds a taste, | ||
A taste in tears and torture of broken hearts, | ||
365 | In the crown of gold and in the crown of thorns, | |
In life’s nectar of sweetness and its bitter wine. | ||
(S 10) | ||
All being it explores for unknown bliss, | ||
Sounds all experience for things new and strange. | ||
(S 11) | ||
Life brings into the earthly creature’s days | EoS | |
370 | A tongue of glory from a brighter sphere: | |
It deepens in his musings and his Art, | ||
It leaps at the splendour of some perfect word, | ||
It exults in his high resolves and noble deeds, | ||
Wanders in his errors, dares the abyss’s brink, | ||
375 | It climbs in his climbings, wallows in his fall. | |
(S 12) | ||
Angel and demon brides his chamber share, | ||
Possessors or competitors for life’s heart. | ||
(S 13) | ||
To the enjoyer of the cosmic scene | ||
His greatness and his littleness equal are, | ||
380 | His magnanimity and meanness hues | |
Cast on some neutral background of the gods: | ||
The Artist’s skill he admires who planned it all. | ||
(S 14) | ||
But not for ever endures this danger game: | EoS | |
Beyond the earth, but meant for delivered earth, | ||
385 | Wisdom and joy prepare their perfect crown; | |
Truth superhuman calls to thinking man. | ||
(S 15) | ||
At last the soul turns to eternal things, | EoS | |
In every shrine it cries for the clasp of God. | ||
(S 16) | ||
Then is there played the crowning Mystery, | ||
390 | Then is achieved the longed-for miracle. | |
(S 17) | ||
Immortal Bliss her wide celestial eyes | ||
Opens on the stars, she stirs her mighty limbs; | ||
Time thrills to the sapphics of her amour-song | ||
And Space fills with a white beatitude. | ||
(S 18) | ||
395 | Then leaving to its grief the human heart, | EoS |
Abandoning speech and the name-determined realms, | ||
Through a gleaming far-seen sky of wordless thought, | ||
Through naked thought-free heavens of absolute sight, | ||
She climbs to the summits where the unborn Idea | ||
400 | Remembering the future that must be | |
Looks down upon the works of labouring Force, | ||
Immutable above the world it made. | ||
(S 19) | ||
In the vast golden laughter of Truth’s sun | ||
Like a great heaven-bird on a motionless sea | ||
405 | Is poised her winged ardour of creative joy | |
On the still deep of the Eternal’s peace. | ||
(S 20) | ||
This was the aim, this the supernal Law, | ||
Nature’s allotted task when beauty-drenched | ||
In dim mist-waters of inconscient sleep, | ||
410 | Out of the Void this grand creation rose, — | |
For this the Spirit came into the Abyss | ||
And charged with its power Matter’s unknowing force, | ||
In Night’s bare session to cathedral Light, | ||
In Death’s realm repatriate immortality. | ||
(S 21) | ||
415 | A mystic slow transfiguration works. | EoS |
(S 22) | ||
All our earth starts from mud and ends in sky, | ||
And Love that was once an animal’s desire, | ||
Then a sweet madness in the rapturous heart, | ||
An ardent comradeship in the happy mind, | ||
420 | Becomes a wide spiritual yearning’s space. | |
(S 23) | ||
A lonely soul passions for the Alone, | ||
The heart that loved man thrills to the love of God, | ||
A body is his chamber and his shrine. | ||
(S 24) | ||
Then is our being rescued from separateness; | ||
425 | All is itself, all is new-felt in God: | |
A Lover leaning from his cloister’s door | ||
Gathers the whole world into his single breast. | ||
(S 25) | ||
Then shall the business fail of Night and Death: | EoS | |
When unity is won, when strife is lost | ||
430 | And all is known and all is clasped by Love | |
Who would turn back to ignorance and pain? | ||
(S 26) | ||
“O Death, I have triumphed over thee within; | EoS | |
I quiver no more with the assault of grief; | ||
A mighty calmness seated deep within | ||
435 | Has occupied my body and my sense: | |
It takes the world’s grief and transmutes to strength, | ||
It makes the world’s joy one with the joy of God. | ||
(S 27) | ||
My love eternal sits throned on God’s calm; | EoS | |
For Love must soar beyond the very heavens | ||
440 | And find its secret sense ineffable; | |
It must change its human ways to ways divine, | ||
Yet keep its sovereignty of earthly bliss. | ||
(S 28) | ||
O Death, not for my heart’s sweet poignancy | ||
Nor for my happy body’s bliss alone | ||
445 | I have claimed from thee the living Satyavan, | |
But for his work and mine, our sacred charge. | ||
(S 29) | ||
Our lives are God’s messengers beneath the stars; | EoS | |
To dwell under death’s shadow they have come | ||
Tempting God’s light to earth for the ignorant race, | ||
450 | His love to fill the hollow in men’s hearts, | |
His bliss to heal the unhappiness of the world. | ||
(S 30) | ||
For I, the woman, am the force of God, | EoS | |
He the Eternal’s delegate soul in man. | ||
(S 31) | ||
My will is greater than thy law, O Death; | ||
455 | My love is stronger than the bonds of Fate: | |
Our love is the heavenly seal of the Supreme. | ||
(S 32) | ||
I guard that seal against thy rending hands. | ||
(S 33) | ||
Love must not cease to live upon the earth; | ||
For Love is the bright link twixt earth and heaven, | ||
460 | Love is the far Transcendent’s angel here; | |
Love is man’s lien on the Absolute.” | ||
(S 34) | #VALUE! | |
But to the woman Death the god replied, | ||
With the ironic laughter of his voice | ||
Discouraging the labour of the stars: | ||
465 | “Even so men cheat the Truth with splendid thoughts. | |
(S 35) | ||
Thus wilt thou hire the glorious charlatan, Mind, | EoS | |
To weave from his Ideal’s gossamer air | ||
A fine raiment for thy body’s nude desires | ||
And thy heart’s clutching greedy passion clothe? | ||
(S 36) | ||
470 | Daub not the web of life with magic hues: | |
Make rather thy thought a plain and faithful glass | ||
Reflecting Matter and mortality, | ||
And know thy soul a product of the flesh, | ||
A made-up self in a constructed world. | ||
(S 37) | ||
475 | Thy words are large murmurs in a mystic dream. | |
(S 38) | ||
For how in the soiled heart of man could dwell | ||
The immaculate grandeur of thy dream-built God, | ||
Or who can see a face and form divine | ||
In the naked two-legged worm thou callest man? | ||
(S 39) | ||
480 | O human face, put off mind-painted masks: | |
The animal be, the worm that Nature meant; | ||
Accept thy futile birth, thy narrow life. | ||
(S 40) | ||
For truth is bare like stone and hard like death; | ||
Bare in the bareness, hard with truth’s hardness live.” | ||
(S 41) | ||
485 | But Savitri replied to the dire God: | EoS |
“Yes, I am human. Yet shall man by me, | ||
Since in humanity waits his hour the God, | ||
Trample thee down to reach the immortal heights, | ||
Transcending grief and pain and fate and death. | ||
(S 42) | ||
490 | Yes, my humanity is a mask of God: | |
He dwells in me, the mover of my acts, | ||
Turning the great wheel of his cosmic work. | ||
(S 43) | ||
I am the living body of his light, | EoS | |
I am the thinking instrument of his power, | ||
495 | I incarnate Wisdom in an earthly breast, | |
I am his conquering and unslayable will. | ||
(S 44) | ||
The formless Spirit drew in me its shape; | ||
In me are the Nameless and the secret Name. | ||
(S 45) | ||
”Death from the incredulous Darkness sent its cry: | ||
500 | “O priestess in Imagination’s house, | |
Persuade first Nature’s fixed immutable laws | ||
And make the impossible thy daily work. | ||
(S 46) | ||
How canst thou force to wed two eternal foes? | ||
(S 47) | ||
Irreconcilable in their embrace | ||
505 | They cancel the glory of their pure extremes: | |
An unhappy wedlock maims their stunted force. | ||
(S 48) | ||
How shall thy will make one the true and false? | ||
(S 49) | ||
Where Matter is all, there Spirit is a dream: | ||
If all are the Spirit, Matter is a lie, | ||
510 | And who was the liar who forged the universe? | |
(S 50) | ||
The Real with the unreal cannot mate. | ||
(S 51) | ||
He who would turn to God, must leave the world; | EoS | |
He who would live in the Spirit, must give up life; | ||
He who has met the Self, renounces self. | ||
(S 52) | ||
515 | The voyagers of the million routes of mind | |
Who have travelled through Existence to its end, | ||
Sages exploring the world-ocean’s vasts, | ||
Have found extinction the sole harbour safe. | ||
(S 53) | ||
Two only are the doors of man’s escape, | ||
520 | Death of his body Matter’s gate to peace, | |
Death of his soul his last felicity. | ||
(S 54) | ||
In me all take refuge, for I, Death, am God.” | ||
(S 55) | ||
But Savitri replied to mighty Death: | EoS | |
“My heart is wiser than the Reason’s thoughts, | ||
525 | My heart is stronger than thy bonds, O Death. | |
(S 56) | ||
It sees and feels the one Heart beat in all, | ||
It feels the high Transcendent’s sunlike hands, | ||
It sees the cosmic Spirit at its work; | ||
In the dim Night it lies alone with God. | ||
(S 57) | ||
530 | My heart’s strength can carry the grief of the universe | |
And never falter from its luminous track, | ||
Its white tremendous orbit through God’s peace. | ||
(S 58) | ||
It can drink up the sea of All-Delight | EoS | |
And never lose the white spiritual touch, | ||
535 | The calm that broods in the deep Infinite.” | |
(S 59) | ||
He said, “Art thou indeed so strong, O heart, | ||
O soul, so free? And canst thou gather then | ||
Bright pleasure from my wayside flowering boughs, | ||
Yet falter not from thy hard journey’s goal, | ||
540 | Meet the world’s dangerous touch and never fall? | |
(S 60) | ||
Show me thy strength and freedom from my laws.” | ||
(S 61) | ||
But Savitri answered, “Surely I shall find | ||
Among the green and whispering woods of Life | ||
Close-bosomed pleasures, only mine since his, | ||
545 | Or mine for him, because our joys are one. | |
(S 62) | ||
And if I linger, Time is ours and God’s, | ||
And if I fall, is not his hand near mine? | ||
(S 63) | ||
All is a single plan; each wayside act | ||
Deepens the soul’s response, brings nearer the goal.” | ||
(S 64) | ||
550 | Death the contemptuous Nihil answered her: | |
“So prove thy absolute force to the wise gods, | ||
By choosing earthly joy! For self demand | ||
And yet from self and its gross masks live free. | ||
(S 65) | ||
Then will I give thee all thy soul desires, | EoS | |
555 | All the brief joys earth keeps for mortal hearts. | |
(S 66) | ||
Only the one dearest wish that outweighs all, | ||
Hard laws forbid and thy ironic fate. | ||
(S 67) | ||
My will once wrought remains unchanged through Time, | ||
And Satyavan can never again be thine.” | ||
(S 68) | ||
560 | But Savitri replied to the vague Power: | |
“If the eyes of Darkness can look straight at Truth, | EoS | |
Look in my heart and, knowing what I am, | ||
Give what thou wilt or what thou must, O Death. | ||
(S 69) | ||
Nothing I claim but Satyavan alone.” | ||
(S 70) | ||
565 | There was a hush as if of doubtful fates. | |
(S 71) | ||
As one disdainful still who yields a point | ||
Death bowed his sovereign head in cold assent: | ||
“I give to thee, saved from death and poignant fate | ||
Whatever once the living Satyavan | ||
570 | Desired in his heart for Savitri. | |
(S 72) | ||
Bright noons I give thee and unwounded dawns, | ||
Daughters of thy own shape in heart and mind, | ||
Fair hero sons and sweetness undisturbed | ||
Of union with thy husband dear and true. | ||
(S 73) | ||
575 | And thou shalt harvest in thy joyful house | |
Felicity of thy surrounded eves. | ||
(S 74) | ||
Love shall bind by thee many gathered hearts. | ||
(S 75) | ||
The opposite sweetness in thy days shall meet | ||
Of tender service to thy life’s desired | ||
580 | And loving empire over all thy loved, | |
Two poles of bliss made one, O Savitri. | ||
(S 76) | ||
Return, O child, to thy forsaken earth.” | ||
(S 77) | ||
But Savitri replied, “Thy gifts resist. | ||
(S 78) | ||
Earth cannot flower if lonely I return.” | ||
(S 79) | ||
585 | Then Death sent forth once more his angry cry, | |
As chides a lion his escaping prey: | ||
“What knowst thou of earth’s rich and changing life | ||
Who thinkst that one man dead all joy must cease? | ||
(S 80) | ||
Hope not to be unhappy till the end: | ||
590 | For grief dies soon in the tired human heart; | |
Soon other guests the empty chambers fill. | ||
(S 81) | ||
A transient painting on a holiday’s floor | EoS | |
Traced for a moment’s beauty love was made. | ||
(S 82) | ||
Or if a voyager on the eternal trail, | ||
595 | Its objects fluent change in its embrace | |
Like waves to a swimmer upon infinite seas.” | ||
(S 83) | ||
But Savitri replied to the vague god, | ||
“Give me back Satyavan, my only lord. | ||
(S 84) | ||
Thy thoughts are vacant to my soul that feels | ||
600 | The deep eternal truth in transient things.” | |
(S 85) | ||
Death answered her, “Return and try thy soul! | ||
(S 86) | ||
Soon shalt thou find appeased that other men | ||
On lavish earth have beauty, strength and truth, | ||
And when thou hast half forgotten, one of these | ||
605 | Shall wind himself around thy heart that needs | |
Some human answering heart against thy breast; | ||
For who, being mortal, can dwell glad alone? | ||
(S 87) | ||
Then Satyavan shall glide into the past, | ||
A gentle memory pushed away from thee | ||
610 | By new love and thy children’s tender hands, | |
Till thou shalt wonder if thou lov’dst at all. | ||
(S 88) | ||
Such is the life earth’s travail has conceived, | ||
A constant stream that never is the same.” | ||
(S 89) | ||
But Savitri replied to mighty Death: | ||
615 | “O dark ironic critic of God’s work, | |
Thou mockst the mind and body’s faltering search | ||
For what the heart holds in a prophet hour | ||
And the immortal spirit shall make its own. | ||
(S 90) | ||
Mine is a heart that worshipped, though forsaken, | ||
620 | The image of the god its love adored; | |
I have burned in flame to travel in his steps. | ||
(S 91) | ||
Are we not they who bore vast solitude | ||
Seated upon the hills alone with God? | ||
(S 92) | ||
Why dost thou vainly strive with me, O Death, | ||
625 | A mind delivered from all twilight thoughts, | |
To whom the secrets of the gods are plain? | ||
(S 93) | ||
For now at last I know beyond all doubt, | ||
The great stars burn with my unceasing fire | ||
And life and death are both its fuel made. | ||
(S 94) | ||
630 | Life only was my blind attempt to love: | |
Earth saw my struggle, heaven my victory; | ||
All shall be seized, transcended; there shall kiss | EoS | |
Casting their veils before the marriage fire | ||
The eternal bridegroom and eternal bride. | ||
(S 95) | ||
635 | The heavens accept our broken flights at last. | |
(S 96) | ||
On our life’s prow that breaks the waves of Time | ||
No signal light of hope has gleamed in vain.” | ||
(S 97) | ||
She spoke; the boundless members of the god | ||
As if by secret ecstasy assailed, | ||
640 | Shuddered in silence as obscurely stir | |
Ocean’s dim fields delivered to the moon. | ||
(S 98) | ||
Then lifted up as by a sudden wind | ||
Around her in that vague and glimmering world | ||
The twilight trembled like a bursting veil. | ||
(S 99) | ||
645 | Thus with armed speech the great opponents strove. | |
(S 100) | ||
Around those spirits in the glittering mist | ||
A deepening half-light fled with pearly wings | ||
As if to reach some far ideal Morn. | ||
(S 101) | ||
Outlined her thoughts flew through the gleaming haze | ||
650 | Mingling bright-pinioned with its lights and veils | |
And all her words like dazzling jewels were caught | ||
Into the glow of a mysterious world, | ||
Or tricked in the rainbow shifting of its hues | ||
Like echoes swam fainting into far sound. | ||
(S 102) | ||
655 | All utterance, all mood must there become | |
An unenduring tissue sewn by mind | ||
To make a gossamer robe of beautiful change. | ||
(S 103) | ||
Intent upon her silent will she walked | EoS | |
On the dim grass of vague unreal plains, | ||
660 | A floating veil of visions in her front, | |
A trailing robe of dreams behind her feet. | ||
(S 104) | ||
But now her spirit’s flame of conscient force | EoS | |
Retiring from a sweetness without fruit | ||
Called back her thoughts from speech to sit within | ||
665 | In a deep room in meditation’s house. | |
(S 105) | ||
For only there could dwell the soul’s firm truth: | EoS | |
Imperishable, a tongue of sacrifice, | ||
It flamed unquenched upon the central hearth | ||
Where burns for the high houselord and his mate | ||
670 | The homestead’s sentinel and witness fire | |
From which the altars of the gods are lit. | ||
(S 106) | ||
All still compelled went gliding on unchanged, | ||
Still was the order of these worlds reversed: | ||
The mortal led, the god and spirit obeyed | ||
675 | And she behind was leader of their march | |
And they in front were followers of her will. | ||
(S 107) | ||
Onward they journeyed through the drifting ways | ||
Vaguely companioned by the glimmering mists. | ||
(S 108) | ||
But faster now all fled as if perturbed | ||
680 | Escaping from the clearness of her soul. | |
(S 109) | ||
A heaven-bird upon jewelled wings of wind | EoS | |
Borne like a coloured and embosomed fire, | ||
By spirits carried in a pearl-hued cave, | ||
On through the enchanted dimness moved her soul. | ||
(S 110) | ||
685 | Death walked in front of her and Satyavan, | |
In the dark front of Death, a failing star. | ||
(S 111) | ||
Above was the unseen balance of his fate. |
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