(S 1) | ||
620 | “O mortal who complainst of death and fate, | |
Accuse none of the harms thyself hast called; | ||
This troubled world thou hast chosen for thy home, | ||
Thou art thyself the author of thy pain. | ||
(S 2) | ||
Once in the immortal boundlessness of Self, | ||
625 | In a vast of Truth and Consciousness and Light | |
The soul looked out from its felicity. | ||
(S 3) | ||
It felt the Spirit’s interminable bliss, | ||
It knew itself deathless, timeless, spaceless, one, | ||
It saw the Eternal, lived in the Infinite. | ||
(S 4) | ||
630 | Then, curious of a shadow thrown by Truth, | |
It strained towards some otherness of self, | ||
It was drawn to an unknown Face peering through night. | ||
(S 5) | ||
It sensed a negative infinity, | ||
A void supernal whose immense excess | ||
635 | Imitating God and everlasting Time | |
Offered a ground for Nature’s adverse birth | ||
And Matter’s rigid hard unconsciousness | ||
Harbouring the brilliance of a transient soul | ||
That lights up birth and death and ignorant life. | ||
640 | A Mind arose that stared at Nothingness | |
Till figures formed of what could never be; | ||
It housed the contrary of all that is. | ||
(S 6) | ||
A Nought appeared as Being’s huge sealed cause, | ||
Its dumb support in a blank infinite, | ||
645 | In whose abysm spirit must disappear: | |
A darkened Nature lived and held the seed | ||
Of Spirit hidden and feigning not to be. | ||
(S 7) | ||
Eternal Consciousness became a freak | ||
Of an unsouled almighty Inconscient | ||
650 | And, breathed no more as spirit’s native air, | |
Bliss was an incident of a mortal hour, | ||
A stranger in the insentient universe. | ||
(S 8) | ||
As one drawn by the grandeur of the Void | ||
The soul attracted leaned to the Abyss: | ||
655 | It longed for the adventure of Ignorance | |
And the marvel and surprise of the Unknown | ||
And the endless possibility that lurked | ||
In the womb of Chaos and in Nothing’s gulf | ||
Or looked from the unfathomed eyes of Chance. | ||
(S 9) | ||
660 | It tired of its unchanging happiness, | |
It turned away from immortality: | ||
It was drawn to hazard’s call and danger’s charm, | ||
It yearned to the pathos of grief, the drama of pain, | ||
Perdition’s peril, the wounded bare escape, | ||
665 | The music of ruin and its glamour and crash, | |
The savour of pity and the gamble of love | ||
And passion and the ambiguous face of Fate. | ||
(S 10) | ||
A world of hard endeavour and difficult toil, | ||
And battle on extinction’s perilous verge, | ||
670 | A clash of forces, a vast incertitude, | |
The joy of creation out of Nothingness, | ||
Strange meetings on the roads of Ignorance | ||
And the companionship of half-known souls | ||
Or the solitary greatness and lonely force | ||
675 | Of a separate being conquering its world, | |
Called it from its too safe eternity. | ||
(S 11) | ||
A huge descent began, a giant fall: | ||
For what the spirit sees, creates a truth | ||
And what the soul imagines is made a world. | ||
(S 12) | ||
680 | A Thought that leaped from the Timeless can become, | |
Indicator of cosmic consequence | ||
And the itinerary of the gods, | ||
A cyclic movement in eternal Time. | ||
(S 13) | ||
Thus came, born from a blind tremendous choice, | ||
685 | This great perplexed and discontented world, | |
This haunt of Ignorance, this home of Pain: | ||
There are pitched desire’s tents, grief’s headquarters. | ||
(S 14) | ||
A vast disguise conceals the Eternal’s bliss.” |
Book 6, Canto 2 – The Way of Fate and the Problem of Pain, Section 5Savitri Bhavan2018-09-12T05:04:38+00:00