(S 1) | ||
A CALM slow sun looked down from tranquil heavens. | ||
(S 2) | ||
A routed sullen rearguard of retreat, | ||
The last rains had fled murmuring across the woods | ||
Or failed, a sibilant whisper mid the leaves, | ||
5 | And the great blue enchantment of the sky | |
Recovered the deep rapture of its smile. | ||
(S 3) | ||
Its mellow splendour unstressed by storm-licked heats | ||
Found room for a luxury of warm mild days, | ||
The night’s gold treasure of autumnal moons | ||
10 | Came floating shipped through ripples of faery air. | |
(S 4) | ||
And Savitri’s life was glad, fulfilled like earth’s; | ||
She had found herself, she knew her being’s aim. | ||
(S 5) | ||
Although her kingdom of marvellous change within | EoS | |
Remained unspoken in her secret breast, | ||
15 | All that lived round her felt its magic’s charm: | |
The trees’ rustling voices told it to the winds, | ||
Flowers spoke in ardent hues an unknown joy, | ||
The birds’ carolling became a canticle, | ||
The beasts forgot their strife and lived at ease. | ||
(S 6) | ||
20 | Absorbed in wide communion with the Unseen | |
The mild ascetics of the wood received | ||
A sudden greatening of their lonely muse. | ||
(S 7) | ||
This bright perfection of her inner state | ||
Poured overflowing into her outward scene, | ||
25 | Made beautiful dull common natural things | |
And action wonderful and time divine. | ||
(S 8) | ||
Even the smallest meanest work became | ||
A sweet or glad and glorious sacrament, | ||
An offering to the self of the great world | ||
30 | Or a service to the One in each and all. | |
(S 9) | ||
A light invaded all from her being’s light; | ||
Her heart-beats’ dance communicated bliss: | ||
Happiness grew happier, shared with her, by her touch | ||
And grief some solace found when she drew near. | ||
(S 10) | ||
35 | Above the cherished head of Satyavan | EoS |
She saw not now Fate’s dark and lethal orb; | ||
A golden circle round a mystic sun | ||
Disclosed to her new-born predicting sight | ||
The cyclic rondure of a sovereign life. | ||
(S 11) | ||
40 | In her visions and deep-etched veridical dreams, | |
In brief shiftings of the future’s heavy screen, | ||
He lay not by a dolorous decree | ||
A victim in the dismal antre of death | ||
Or borne to blissful regions far from her | ||
45 | Forgetting the sweetness of earth’s warm delight, | |
Forgetting the passionate oneness of love’s clasp, | ||
Absolved in the self-rapt immortal’s bliss. | ||
(S 12) | ||
Always he was with her, a living soul | ||
That met her eyes with close enamoured eyes, | ||
50 | A living body near to her body’s joy. | |
(S 13) | ||
But now no longer in these great wild woods | EoS | |
In kinship with the days of bird and beast | ||
And levelled to the bareness of earth’s brown breast, | ||
But mid the thinking high-built lives of men | ||
55 | In tapestried chambers and on crystal floors, | |
In armoured town or gardened pleasure-walks, | ||
Even in distance closer than her thoughts, | ||
Body to body near, soul near to soul, | ||
Moving as if by a common breath and will | ||
60 | They were tied in the single circling of their days | |
Together by love’s unseen atmosphere, | ||
Inseparable like the earth and sky. | ||
(S 14) | ||
Thus for a while she trod the Golden Path; | ||
This was the sun before abysmal Night. | ||
(S 15) | ||
65 | Once as she sat in deep felicitous muse, | EoS |
Still quivering from her lover’s strong embrace, | ||
And made her joy a bridge twixt earth and heaven, | ||
An abyss yawned suddenly beneath her heart. | ||
(S 16) | ||
A vast and nameless fear dragged at her nerves | ||
70 | As drags a wild beast its half-slaughtered prey; | |
It seemed to have no den from which it sprang: | ||
It was not hers, but hid its unseen cause. | ||
(S 17) | ||
Then rushing came its vast and fearful Fount. | ||
(S 18) | ||
A formless Dread with shapeless endless wings | ||
75 | Filling the universe with its dangerous breath, | |
A denser darkness than the Night could bear, | ||
Enveloped the heavens and possessed the earth. | ||
(S 19) | ||
A rolling surge of silent death, it came | ||
Curving round the far edge of the quaking globe; | ||
80 | Effacing heaven with its enormous stride | |
It willed to expunge the choked and anguished air | ||
And end the fable of the joy of life. | ||
(S 20) | ||
It seemed her very being to forbid, | ||
Abolishing all by which her nature lived, | ||
85 | And laboured to blot out her body and soul, | |
A clutch of some half-seen Invisible, | ||
An ocean of terror and of sovereign might, | ||
A person and a black infinity. | ||
(S 21) | ||
It seemed to cry to her without thought or word | EoS | |
90 | The message of its dark eternity | |
And the awful meaning of its silences: | ||
Out of some sullen monstrous vast arisen, | ||
Out of an abysmal deep of grief and fear | ||
Imagined by some blind regardless self, | ||
95 | A consciousness of being without its joy, | |
Empty of thought, incapable of bliss, | ||
That felt life blank and nowhere found a soul, | ||
A voice to the dumb anguish of the heart | ||
Conveyed a stark sense of unspoken words; | ||
100 | In her own depths she heard the unuttered thought | |
That made unreal the world and all life meant. | ||
(S 22) | ||
“Who art thou who claimst thy crown of separate birth, | ||
The illusion of thy soul’s reality | ||
And personal godhead on an ignorant globe | ||
105 | In the animal body of imperfect man? | |
(S 23) | ||
Hope not to be happy in a world of pain | EoS | |
And dream not, listening to the unspoken Word | ||
And dazzled by the inexpressible Ray, | ||
Transcending the mute Superconscient’s realm, | ||
110 | To give a body to the Unknowable, | |
Or for a sanction to thy heart’s delight | ||
To burden with bliss the silent still Supreme | ||
Profaning its bare and formless sanctity, | ||
Or call into thy chamber the Divine | ||
115 | And sit with God tasting a human joy. | |
(S 24) | ||
I have created all, all I devour; | EoS | |
I am Death and the dark terrible Mother of life, | ||
I am Kali black and naked in the world, | ||
I am Maya and the universe is my cheat. | ||
(S 25) | ||
120 | I lay waste human happiness with my breath | |
And slay the will to live, the joy to be | ||
That all may pass back into nothingness | ||
And only abide the eternal and absolute. | ||
(S 26) | ||
For only the blank Eternal can be true. | EoS | |
(S 27) | ||
125 | All else is shadow and flash in Mind’s bright glass, | |
Mind, hollow mirror in which Ignorance sees | ||
A splendid figure of its own false self | ||
And dreams it sees a glorious solid world. | ||
(S 28) | ||
O soul, inventor of man’s thoughts and hopes, | ||
130 | Thyself the invention of the moments’ stream, | |
Illusion’s centre or subtle apex point, | ||
At last know thyself, from vain existence cease.” | ||
(S 29) | ||
A shadow of the negating Absolute, | ||
The intolerant Darkness travelled surging past | ||
135 | And ebbed in her the formidable Voice. | |
(S 30) | ||
It left behind her inner world laid waste: | ||
A barren silence weighed upon her heart, | ||
Her kingdom of delight was there no more; | ||
Only her soul remained, its emptied stage, | ||
140 | Awaiting the unknown eternal Will. | |
(S 31) | ||
Then from the heights a greater Voice came down, | EoS | |
The Word that touches the heart and finds the soul, | ||
The voice of Light after the voice of Night: | ||
The cry of the Abyss drew Heaven’s reply, | ||
145 | A might of storm chased by the might of the Sun. | |
(S 32) | ||
“O soul, bare not thy kingdom to the foe; | ❊ EoS | |
Consent to hide thy royalty of bliss | ||
Lest Time and Fate find out its avenues | ||
And beat with thunderous knock upon thy gates. | ||
(S 33) | ||
150 | Hide whilst thou canst thy treasure of separate self | EoS |
Behind the luminous rampart of thy depths | ||
Till of a vaster empire it grows part. | ||
(S 34) | ||
But not for self alone the Self is won: | EoS | |
Content abide not with one conquered realm; | ||
155 | Adventure all to make the whole world thine, | |
To break into greater kingdoms turn thy force. | ||
(S 35) | ||
Fear not to be nothing that thou mayst be all; | EoS | |
Assent to the emptiness of the Supreme | ||
That all in thee may reach its absolute. | ||
(S 36) | ||
160 | Accept to be small and human on the earth, | |
Interrupting thy new-born divinity, | ||
That man may find his utter self in God. | ||
(S 37) | ||
If for thy own sake only thou hast come, | ❊ EoS | |
An immortal spirit into the mortal’s world, | ||
165 | To found thy luminous kingdom in God’s dark, | |
In the Inconscient’s realm one shining star, | ||
One door in the Ignorance opened upon light, | ||
Why hadst thou any need to come at all? | ||
(S 38) | ||
Thou hast come down into a struggling world | ||
170 | To aid a blind and suffering mortal race, | |
To open to Light the eyes that could not see, | EoS | |
To bring down bliss into the heart of grief, | ||
To make thy life a bridge twixt earth and heaven; | ||
If thou wouldst save the toiling universe, | ||
175 | The vast universal suffering feel as thine: | |
Thou must bear the sorrow that thou claimst to heal; | ||
The day-bringer must walk in darkest night. | ||
(S 39) | ||
He who would save the world must share its pain. | EoS | |
(S 40) | ||
If he knows not grief, how shall he find grief’s cure? | ||
(S 41) | ||
180 | If far he walks above mortality’s head, | |
How shall the mortal reach that too high path? | ||
(S 42) | ||
If one of theirs they see scale heaven’s peaks, | EoS | |
Men then can hope to learn that titan climb. | ||
(S 43) | ||
God must be born on earth and be as man | ||
185 | That man being human may grow even as God. | |
(S 44) | ||
He who would save the world must be one with the world, | ||
All suffering things contain in his heart’s space | ||
And bear the grief and joy of all that lives. | ||
(S 45) | ||
His soul must be wider than the universe | EoS | |
190 | And feel eternity as its very stuff, | |
Rejecting the moment’s personality | ||
Know itself older than the birth of Time, | ||
Creation an incident in its consciousness, | ||
Arcturus and Belphego grains of fire | ||
195 | Circling in a corner of its boundless self, | |
The world’s destruction a small transient storm | ||
In the calm infinity it has become. | ||
(S 46) | ||
If thou wouldst a little loosen the vast chain, | EoS | |
Draw back from the world that the Idea has made, | ||
200 | Thy mind’s selection from the Infinite, | |
Thy senses’ gloss on the Infinitesimal’s dance,Infinitesimal’s dance | ||
Then shalt thou know how the great bondage came. | ||
(S 47) | ||
Banish all thought from thee and be God’s void. | ||
(S 48) | ||
Then shalt thou uncover the Unknowable | ||
205 | And the Superconscient conscious grow on thy tops; | |
Infinity’s vision through thy gaze shall pierce; | ||
Thou shalt look into the eyes of the Unknown, | ||
Find the hid Truth in things seen null and false, | ||
Behind things known discover Mystery’s rear. | ||
(S 49) | ||
210 | Thou shalt be one with God’s bare reality | EoS |
And the miraculous world he has become | ||
And the diviner miracle still to be | ||
When Nature who is now unconscious God | ||
Translucent grows to the Eternal’s light, | ||
215 | Her seeing his sight, her walk his steps of power | |
And life is filled with a spiritual joy | ||
And Matter is the Spirit’s willing bride. | ||
(S 50) | ||
Consent to be nothing and none, dissolve Time’s work, | EoS | |
Cast off thy mind, step back from form and name. | ||
(S 51) | ||
220 | Annul thyself that only God may be.” |
Book 7, Canto 6 – Nirvana and the Discovery of the All-Negating Absolute, Section 1Savitri Bhavan2022-05-20T09:37:23+00:00