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SO WAS she left alone in the huge wood, |
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Surrounded by a dim unthinking world, |
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Her husband’s corpse on her forsaken breast. |
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In her vast silent spirit motionless |
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She measured not her loss with helpless thoughts, |
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Nor rent with tears the marble seals of pain: |
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She rose not yet to face the dreadful god. |
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(S 3) |
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Over the body she loved her soul leaned out |
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In a great stillness without stir or voice, |
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As if her mind had died with Satyavan. |
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(S 4) |
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But still the human heart in her beat on. |
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(S 5) |
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Aware still of his being near to hers, |
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Closely she clasped to her the mute lifeless form |
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As though to guard the oneness they had been |
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And keep the spirit still within its frame. |
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(S 6) |
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Then suddenly there came on her the change |
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Which in tremendous moments of our lives |
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Can overtake sometimes the human soul |
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And hold it up towards its luminous source. |
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(S 7) |
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The veil is torn, the thinker is no more: |
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Only the spirit sees and all is known. |
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Then a calm Power seated above our brows |
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Is seen, unshaken by our thoughts and deeds, |
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Its stillness bears the voices of the world: |
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Immobile, it moves Nature, looks on life. |
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It shapes immutably its far-seen ends; |
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Untouched and tranquil amid error and tears |
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And measureless above our striving wills, |
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Its gaze controls the turbulent whirl of things. |
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(S 10) |
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To mate with the Glory it sees, the spirit grows: |
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The voice of life is tuned to infinite sounds, |
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The moments on great wings of lightning come |
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And godlike thoughts surprise the mind of earth. |
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(S 11) |
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Into the soul’s splendour and intensity |
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A crescent of miraculous birth is tossed, |
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Whose horn of mystery floats in a bright void. |
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As into a heaven of strength and silence thought |
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Is ravished, all this living mortal clay |
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Is seized and in a swift and fiery flood |
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Of touches shaped by a Harmonist unseen. |
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A new sight comes, new voices in us form |
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A body of the music of the Gods. |
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(S 14) |
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Immortal yearnings without name leap down, |
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Large quiverings of godhead seeking run |
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And weave upon a puissant field of calm |
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A high and lonely ecstasy of will. |
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(S 15) |
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This in a moment’s depths was born in her. |
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Now to the limitless gaze disclosed that sees |
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Things barred from human thinking’s earthly lids, |
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The Spirit who had hidden in Nature soared |
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Out of his luminous nest within the worlds: |
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Like a vast fire it climbed the skies of night. |
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(S 17) |
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Thus were the cords of self-oblivion torn: |
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Like one who looks up to far heights she saw, |
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Ancient and strong as on a windless summit |
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Above her where she had worked in her lone mind |
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Labouring apart in a sole tower of self, |
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The source of all which she had seemed or wrought, |
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A power projected into cosmic space, |
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A slow embodiment of the aeonic will, |
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A starry fragment of the eternal Truth, |
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The passionate instrument of an unmoved Power. |
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(S 18) |
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A Presence was there that filled the listening world; |
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A central All assumed her boundless life. |
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A sovereignty, a silence and a swiftness, |
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One brooded over abysses who was she. |
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As in a choric robe of unheard sounds |
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A Force descended trailing endless lights; |
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Linking Time’s seconds to infinity, |
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Illimitably it girt the earth and her: |
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It sank into her soul and she was changed. |
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Then like a thought fulfilled by some great word |
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That mightiness assumed a symbol form: |
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Her being’s spaces quivered with its touch, |
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It covered her as with immortal wings; |
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On its lips the curve of the unuttered Truth, |
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A halo of Wisdom’s lightnings for its crown, |
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It entered the mystic lotus in her head, |
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A thousand-petalled home of power and light. |
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Immortal leader of her mortality, |
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Doer of her works and fountain of her words, |
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Invulnerable by Time, omnipotent, |
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It stood above her calm, immobile, mute. |
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