(S 1) | ||
At first in a blind stress of woods she moved | ||
With strange inhuman paces on the soil, | ||
Journeying as if upon an unseen road. | ||
(S 2) | ||
Around her on the green and imaged earth | ||
225 | The flickering screen of forests ringed her steps; | |
Its thick luxurious obstacle of boughs | ||
Besieged her body pressing dimly through | ||
In a rich realm of whispers palpable, | ||
And all the murmurous beauty of the leaves | ||
230 | Rippled around her like an emerald robe. | |
(S 3) | ||
But more and more this grew an alien sound, | ||
And her old intimate body seemed to her | ||
A burden which her being remotely bore. | ||
(S 4) | ||
Herself lived far in some uplifted scene | ||
235 | Where to the trance-claimed vision of pursuit, | |
Sole presences in a high spaceless dream, | ||
The luminous spirit glided stilly on | ||
And the great shadow travelled vague behind. | ||
(S 5) | ||
Still with an amorous crowd of seeking hands | ||
240 | Softly entreated by their old desires | |
Her senses felt earth’s close and gentle air | ||
Cling round them and in troubled branches knew | ||
Uncertain treadings of a faint-foot wind: | ||
She bore dim fragrances, far callings touched; | ||
245 | The wild bird’s voice and its winged rustle came | |
As if a sigh from some forgotten world. | ||
(S 6) | ||
Earth stood aloof, yet near: round her it wove | ||
Its sweetness and its greenness and delight, | ||
Its brilliance suave of well-loved vivid hues, | ||
250 | Sunlight arriving to its golden noon, | |
And the blue heavens and the caressing soil. | ||
(S 7) | ||
The ancient mother offered to her child | ||
Her simple world of kind familiar things. | ||
(S 8) | ||
But now, as if the body’s sensuous hold | ||
255 | Curbing the godhead of her infinite walk | |
Had freed those spirits to their grander road | ||
Across some boundary’s intangible bar, | ||
The silent god grew mighty and remote | ||
In other spaces, and the soul she loved | ||
260 | Lost its consenting nearness to her life. | |
(S 9) | ||
Into a deep and unfamiliar air | ||
Enormous, windless, without stir or sound | ||
They seemed to enlarge away, drawn by some wide | ||
Pale distance, from the warm control of earth | ||
265 | And her grown far: now, now they would escape. | |
(S 10) | ||
Then flaming from her body’s nest alarmed | ||
Her violent spirit soared at Satyavan. | ||
(S 11) | ||
Out mid the plunge of heaven-surrounded rocks | ||
So in a terror and a wrath divine | ||
270 | From her eyrie streams against the ascending death, | |
Indignant at its crouching point of steel, | ||
A fierce she-eagle threatened in her brood, | ||
Borne on a rush of puissance and a cry, | ||
Outwinging like a mass of golden fire. | ||
(S 12) | ||
275 | So on a spirit’s flaming outrush borne | |
She crossed the borders of dividing sense; | ||
Like pale discarded sheaths dropped dully down | ||
Her mortal members fell back from her soul. | ||
(S 13) | ||
A moment of a secret body’s sleep, | ||
280 | Her trance knew not of sun or earth or world; | |
Thought, time and death were absent from her grasp: | ||
She knew not self, forgotten was Savitri. | ||
(S 14) | ||
All was the violent ocean of a will | ||
Where lived captive to an immense caress, | ||
285 | Possessed in a supreme identity, | |
Her aim, joy, origin, Satyavan alone. | ||
(S 15) | ||
Her sovereign prisoned in her being’s core, | ||
He beat there like a rhythmic heart, — herself | ||
But different still, one loved, enveloped, clasped, | ||
290 | A treasure saved from the collapse of space. | |
(S 16) | ||
Around him nameless, infinite she surged, | ||
Her spirit fulfilled in his spirit, rich with all Time, | ||
As if Love’s deathless moment had been found, | ||
A pearl within eternity’s white shell. | ||
(S 17) | ||
295 | Then out of the engulfing sea of trance | |
Her mind rose drenched to light streaming with hues | ||
Of vision and, awake once more to Time, | ||
Returned to shape the lineaments of things | ||
And live in borders of the seen and known. | ||
(S 18) | ||
300 | Onward the three still moved in her soul-scene. | |
(S 19) | ||
As if pacing through fragments of a dream, | ||
She seemed to travel on, a visioned shape | ||
Imagining other musers like herself, | ||
By them imagined in their lonely sleep. | ||
(S 20) | ||
305 | Ungrasped, unreal, yet familiar, old, | |
Like clefts of unsubstantial memory, | ||
Scenes often traversed, never lived in, fled | ||
Past her unheeding to forgotten goals. | ||
(S 21) | ||
In voiceless regions they were travellers | ||
310 | Alone in a new world where souls were not, | |
But only living moods: a strange hushed weird | ||
Country was round them, strange far skies above, | ||
A doubting space where dreaming objects lived | ||
Within themselves their one unchanged idea. | ||
(S 22) | ||
315 | Weird were the grasses, weird the treeless plains; | |
Weird ran the road which like fear hastening | ||
Towards that of which it has most terror, passed | ||
Phantasmal between pillared conscious rocks | ||
Sombre and high, gates brooding, whose stone thoughts | ||
320 | Lost their huge sense beyond in giant night. | |
(S 23) | ||
Enigma of the Inconscient’s sculptural sleep, | ||
Symbols of the approach to darkness old | ||
And monuments of her titanic reign, | ||
Opening to depths like dumb appalling jaws | ||
325 | That wait a traveller down a haunted path | |
Attracted to a mystery that slays, | ||
They watched across her road, cruel and still; | ||
Sentinels they stood of dumb Necessity, | ||
Mute heads of vigilant and sullen gloom, | ||
330 | Carved muzzle of a dim enormous world. | |
(S 24) | ||
Then, to that chill sere heavy line arrived | ||
Where his feet touched the shadowy marches’ brink, | ||
Turning arrested luminous Satyavan | ||
Looked back with his wonderful eyes at Savitri. | ||
(S 25) | ||
335 | But Death pealed forth his vast abysmal cry: | |
“O mortal, turn back to thy transient kind; | ||
Aspire not to accompany Death to his home, | ||
As if thy breath could live where Time must die. | ||
(S 26) | ||
Think not thy mind-born passion strength from heaven | ||
340 | To uplift thy spirit from its earthly base | |
And, breaking out from the material cage, | ||
To upbuoy thy feet of dream in groundless Nought | ||
And bear thee through the pathless infinite. | ||
(S 27) | ||
Only in human limits man lives safe. | ||
(S 28) | ||
345 | Trust not in the unreal Lords of Time, | |
Immortal deeming this image of thyself | ||
Which they have built on a Dream’s floating ground. | ||
(S 29) | ||
Let not the dreadful goddess move thy soul | ||
To enlarge thy vehement trespass into worlds | ||
350 | Where it shall perish like a helpless thought. | |
(S 30) | ||
Know the cold term-stones of thy hopes in life. | ||
(S 31) | ||
Armed vainly with the Ideal’s borrowed might, | ||
Dare not to outstep man’s bound and measured force: | ||
Ignorant and stumbling, in brief boundaries pent, | ||
355 | He crowns himself the world’s mock suzerain, | |
Tormenting Nature with the works of Mind. | ||
(S 32) | ||
O sleeper, dreaming of divinity, | ||
Wake trembling mid the indifferent silences | ||
In which thy few weak chords of being die. | ||
(S 33) | ||
360 | Impermanent creatures, sorrowful foam of Time, | |
Your transient loves bind not the eternal gods.” | ||
(S 34) | ||
The dread voice ebbed in the consenting hush | ||
Which seemed to close upon it, wide, intense, | ||
A wordless sanction from the jaws of Night. | ||
(S 35) | ||
365 | The Woman answered not. Her high nude soul, | |
Stripped of the girdle of mortality, | ||
Against fixed destiny and the grooves of law | ||
Stood up in its sheer will a primal force. | ||
(S 36) | ||
Still like a statue on its pedestal, | ||
370 | Lone in the silence and to vastness bared, | |
Against midnight’s dumb abysses piled in front | ||
A columned shaft of fire and light she rose. |
Book 9, Canto 1 – Towards the Black Void, Section 3Savitri Bhavan2018-09-12T10:50:37+00:00