(S 1) |
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350 |
Then came a fierier breath of waking Life, |
EoS |
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And there arose from the dim gulf of things |
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The strange creations of a thinking sense, |
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Existences half-real and half-dream. |
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(S 2) |
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A life was there that hoped not to survive: |
EoS |
355 |
Beings were born who perished without trace, |
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Events that were a formless drama’s limbs |
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And actions driven by a blind creature will. |
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(S 3) |
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A seeking Power found out its road to form, |
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Patterns were built of love and joy and pain |
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360 |
And symbol figures for the moods of Life. |
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(S 4) |
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An insect hedonism fluttered and crawled |
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And basked in a sunlit Nature’s surface thrills, |
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And dragon raptures, python agonies |
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Crawled in the marsh and mire and licked the sun. |
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(S 5) |
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365 |
Huge armoured strengths shook a frail quaking ground, |
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Great puissant creatures with a dwarfish brain, |
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And pigmy tribes imposed their small life-drift. |
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(S 6) |
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In a dwarf model of humanity |
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Nature now launched the extreme experience |
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370 |
And master-point of her design’s caprice, |
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Luminous result of her half-conscious climb |
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On rungs twixt her sublimities and grotesques |
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To massive from infinitesimal shapes, |
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To a subtle balancing of body and soul, |
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375 |
To an order of intelligent littleness. |
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(S 7) |
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Around him in the moment-beats of Time |
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The kingdom of the animal self arose, |
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Where deed is all and mind is still half-born |
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And the heart obeys a dumb unseen control. |
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(S 8) |
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380 |
The Force that works by the light of Ignorance, |
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Her animal experiment began, |
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Crowding with conscious creatures her world-scheme; |
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But to the outward only were they alive, |
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Only they replied to touches and surfaces |
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385 |
And to the prick of need that drove their lives. |
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(S 9) |
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A body that knew not its own soul within, |
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There lived and longed, had wrath and joy and grief; |
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A mind was there that met the objective world |
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As if a stranger or enemy at its door: |
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390 |
Its thoughts were kneaded by the shocks of sense; |
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It captured not the spirit in the form, |
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It entered not the heart of what it saw; |
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It looked not for the power behind the act, |
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It studied not the hidden motive in things |
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395 |
Nor strove to find the meaning of it all. |
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(S 10) |
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Beings were there who wore a human form; |
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Absorbed they lived in the passion of the scene, |
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But knew not who they were or why they lived: |
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Content to breathe, to feel, to sense, to act, |
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400 |
Life had for them no aim save Nature’s joy |
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And the stimulus and delight of outer things; |
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Identified with the spirit’s outward shell, |
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They worked for the body’s wants, they craved no more. |
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(S 11) |
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The veiled spectator watching from their depths |
EoS |
405 |
Fixed not his inward eye upon himself |
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Nor turned to find the author of the plot, |
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He saw the drama only and the stage. |
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(S 12) |
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There was no brooding stress of deeper sense, |
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The burden of reflection was not borne: |
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410 |
Mind looked on Nature with unknowing eyes, |
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Adored her boons and feared her monstrous strokes. |
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(S 13) |
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It pondered not on the magic of her laws, |
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It thirsted not for the secret wells of Truth, |
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But made a register of crowding facts |
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415 |
And strung sensations on a vivid thread: |
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It hunted and it fled and sniffed the winds, |
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Or slothed inert in sunshine and soft air: |
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It sought the engrossing contacts of the world, |
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But only to feed the surface sense with bliss. |
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(S 14) |
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420 |
These felt life’s quiver in the outward touch, |
EoS |
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They could not feel behind the touch the soul. |
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(S 15) |
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To guard their form of self from Nature’s harm, |
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To enjoy and to survive was all their care. |
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(S 16) |
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The narrow horizon of their days was filled |
EoS |
425 |
With things and creatures that could help and hurt: |
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The world’s values hung upon their little self. |
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(S 17) |
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Isolated, cramped in the vast unknown, |
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To save their small lives from surrounding Death |
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They made a tiny circle of defence |
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430 |
Against the siege of the huge universe: |
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They preyed upon the world and were its prey, |
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But never dreamed to conquer and be free. |
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(S 18) |
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Obeying the World-Power’s hints and firm taboos |
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A scanty part they drew from her rich store; |
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435 |
There was no conscious code and no life-plan: |
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The patterns of thinking of a little group |
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Fixed a traditional behaviour’s law. |
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(S 19) |
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Ignorant of soul save as a wraith within, |
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Tied to a mechanism of unchanging lives |
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440 |
And to a dull usual sense and feeling’s beat, |
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They turned in grooves of animal desire. |
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(S 20) |
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In walls of stone fenced round they worked and warred, |
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Did by a banded selfishness a small good |
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Or wrought a dreadful wrong and cruel pain |
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445 |
On sentient lives and thought they did no ill. |
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(S 21) |
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Ardent from the sack of happy peaceful homes |
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And gorged with slaughter, plunder, rape and fire, |
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They made of human selves their helpless prey, |
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A drove of captives led to lifelong woe, |
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450 |
Or torture a spectacle made and holiday, |
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Mocking or thrilled by their torn victims’ pangs; |
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Admiring themselves as titans and as gods |
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Proudly they sang their high and glorious deeds |
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And praised their victory and their splendid force. |
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(S 22) |
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455 |
An animal in the instinctive herd |
EoS |
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Pushed by life impulses, forced by common needs, |
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Each in his own kind saw his ego’s glass; |
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All served the aim and action of the pack. |
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(S 23) |
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Those like himself, by blood or custom kin, |
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460 |
To him were parts of his life, his adjunct selves, |
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His personal nebula’s constituent stars, |
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Satellite companions of his solar I. |
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(S 24) |
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A master of his life’s environment, |
EoS |
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A leader of a huddled human mass |
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465 |
Herding for safety on a dangerous earth, |
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He gathered them round him as if minor Powers |
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To make a common front against the world, |
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Or, weak and sole on an indifferent earth, |
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As a fortress for his undefended heart, |
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470 |
Or else to heal his body’s loneliness. |
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(S 25) |
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In others than his kind he sensed a foe, |
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An alien unlike force to shun and fear, |
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A stranger and adversary to hate and slay. |
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(S 26) |
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Or he lived as lives the solitary brute; |
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475 |
At war with all he bore his single fate. |
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(S 27) |
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Absorbed in the present act, the fleeting days, |
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None thought to look beyond the hour’s gains, |
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Or dreamed to make this earth a fairer world, |
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Or felt some touch divine surprise his heart. |
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(S 28) |
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480 |
The gladness that the fugitive moment gave, |
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The desire grasped, the bliss, the experience won, |
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Movement and speed and strength were joy enough |
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And bodily longings shared and quarrel and play, |
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And tears and laughter and the need called love. |
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(S 29) |
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485 |
In war and clasp these life-wants joined the All-Life, |
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Wrestlings of a divided unity |
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Inflicting mutual grief and happiness |
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In ignorance of the Self for ever one. |
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(S 30) |
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Arming its creatures with delight and hope |
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490 |
A half-awakened Nescience struggled there |
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To know by sight and touch the outside of things. |
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(S 31) |
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Instinct was formed; in memory’s crowded sleep |
EoS |
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The past lived on as in a bottomless sea: |
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Inverting into half-thought the quickened sense |
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495 |
She felt around for truth with fumbling hands, |
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Clutched to her the little she could reach and seize |
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And put aside in her subconscient cave. |
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(S 32) |
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So must the dim being grow in light and force |
EoS |
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And rise to his higher destiny at last, |
|
500 |
Look up to God and round at the universe, |
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And learn by failure and progress by fall |
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And battle with environment and doom, |
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By suffering discover his deep soul |
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And by possession grow to his own vasts. |
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(S 33) |
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505 |
Half-way she stopped and found her path no more. |
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(S 34) |
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Still nothing was achieved but to begin, |
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Yet finished seemed the circle of her force. |
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(S 35) |
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Only she had beaten out sparks of ignorance; |
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Only the life could think and not the mind, |
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510 |
Only the sense could feel and not the soul. |
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(S 36) |
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Only was lit some heat of the flame of Life, |
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Some joy to be, some rapturous leaps of sense. |
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(S 37) |
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All was an impetus of half-conscious Force, |
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A spirit sprawling drowned in dense life-foam, |
|
515 |
A vague self grasping at the shape of things. |
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(S 38) |
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Behind all moved seeking for vessels to hold |
EoS |
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A first raw vintage of grapes of God, |
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On earth’s mud a spilth of the supernal Bliss, |
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Intoxicating the stupefied soul and mind |
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520 |
A heady wine of rapture dark and crude, |
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Dim, uncast yet into spiritual form, |
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Obscure inhabitant of the world’s blind core, |
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An unborn godhead’s will, a mute Desire. |
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